4 A.M. Thoughts

Dont keep him waiting

They stand their

Waiting

Waiting for me to jump

Jump back into whatever they want me to

And eventually i oblige

But its too late for them

They are already angry

So i fall

And fall

And fall

For what seems like forever

But eventually i hit the ground

And they circle around me, whispering

As if they didnt know i would be there

But they are the ones who forced me

Down this fucking rabit hole of hell

They start chanting

In some unknown language

That i cant understand

Or maybe i can and just dont want to

Eventually the chanting gets louder

And then there are flames

And they tighten the circle around me

It feels like im dying

For a moment,

I am sure i am

Im sure they will kill me

But they just stand there

And they chant

Until the chanting becomes screaming

It soon becomes unbearable

And i soon scream back

Until my throat becomes scratchy

But they dont move

They become quiet

But this "ritual" continues

And im right in the middle of it

I then become confused

Because who would want

Me in the middle of anything

I manage to make everything worse

One day they will soon realize this

But for now

They dont

And the chanting soon stops

And they take off their hoods

But i still cant see their face

Yet they speak

As clear as day

They say

"Dont keep the devil waiting"