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Rosie isn't really posting those stories,
I am her sister, Rebecca.
I saw a lot of people get mad about the story, pero, all of them doesn't really exist.
Rosie, is diagnosed with DID, since Oct 2019.
I don't know how to start a new post again, cause she wasn't writing anymore.
Ano na kasi siya ngayon e, more quiet than before, but her diary is screaming so loud. While reading those words, maririnig mo, how those different personalities are screaming on her head, and making another world.
Those posts I've shared, ni revised ko lang, the way Rosie wanted to share it.
I never keep out my eyes on her, since I've read those words.
She is hiding a crumpled paper under her pillow, and I don't wanna know it, cause even she is mentally ill, she still have the privacy she deserves. Nagagalit siya kapag, I tryna read it.
Salitan kami ni mama ng tulog, we never sleep together, I hide those things that can kill her. Kasi since we are staying at the hospital, dala namin yung mga bagay na kailangan namin.
Si kuya, and papa, they are working, for the expenses, ako, irreg, minsan pumasok, cause mama and rosie needs me.
I feel so sad, cause whenever I talk to Rosie, it feels like she doesn't know that we are existing. We leave her food beside her, and she gonna eat it after a while, kasi even if we talk to her, hindi siya nagreresponse. She is so quiet, unlike to her stories. It feels like all of her voices, written on her notebook, even you hold it, napakabigat, parang nandoon lahat ng sama ng loob.
Bihira nalang siya magsasalita, dati, bigla bigla yang magbibihis, tapos magsasabi kay mama ng "Ma, alis na po ako, bibisitahin ko pa si Cheska".
Since her story was about Cheska, after she wrote that thing na namatay si Cheska, hindi na siya nagsasalita.
Her role in her different role really affects her, she isn't possessed guys, I am still observing her.
I hope hindi. I am really praying na hindi.
Kanina, nung umalis si mama, nagbihis siya, but she didn't say anything, I asked her before she go out,
"Rosie, Saan ka pupunta"
"Uuwi na ako, I miss my family"
Damn, I cried so hard. I hugged her so tight, and let her sit down, she cried, but she is smiling. Not weird, not scary, it feels like, it was a tears of joy. But suddenly, she holds her ball, and her face is scared again, before when she is scared, it is because of the ball, but she is holding the ball while being scared.
I was so confused. And I prayed for her, cause she is having a deep breathe. I called for a nurse, and I didn't look at her while they are doing something to her. She isn't screaming like before, it feels like she get used to it.
I guess, this story wasn't really the end.
Even rosie stops writing, I won't stop observing about her, and help me for a fast recovery for her, kasi baka she is still broken about her personality Cheska.
Rebecca. A,R.
