harry's POV
"please welcome one direction!" the loud speakers announce
everyone runs out. i put on the biggest fakest smile i can imagine. i usually wasn't gave around fans. i really actually did enjoy preforming a lot. but ever since i found out jordan got into that accident last night it's hard to act all happy because in reality i wasn't.
we start singing and then the song comes on.
steal my girl.
ironic.
jordan's favorite song of ours. the first song she heard from us.
everyone is emotional from the news and i hope i can just get through this song.
it's my solo,
"she knows, she knows, that i've never let her down before" my voice catches.
i have let her down though. when she needed me most i let her down. now she's in the hospital because of me. the doctors don't know if she's going to make it. how can i sing this when it's not true though? tears start streaming down my face and i try and finish but i can't.
i break down on stage. how embarrassing. not like i haven't before but this time it was bad. we finish the song and by that time the whole band is emotional.
we all thank the crowd and walk off.
simon runs up to me, "you're going to go back out there and explain why all of you were like that"
"what?" simon needs to learn to keep his opinions to himself
"you heard me, they deserve to know"
i stare at him a second and then went back on stage silently rolling our eyes.
everyone cheers and screams.
"i just wanted to apologize on behalf of the band, last night we found out one of our good friends got into an accident and is in the hospital" i try not to cry again,
"we don't know if she's going to be ok" my voice cracks.
some fan yells out "is it jordan?"
"yea, yea it is jordan but if you could just, keep her in her thoughts it would be appreciated"
i start to walk off stage but then turn around,
"and i want to say, jordan i know you're unconscious right now, i'm sorry, please wake up, and uh... i love you JJ"
i walk off stage.
no one says anything and we all get on the bus.
i hop in my bunk and text her
"hey jordan, i know you won't get this, i don't know if you'll ever get this, but i'm sorry, i'm sorry about our fight, i'm sorry that i didn't tell you, i would do anything for you to get better. i love you JJ please wake up" i clock the send button and place my head in my hands
i put my phone down. and try and fall asleep but my swarming thoughts kept me awake.
jordan's POV
i flutter my eyes open slightly. there's a constant steady beeping to the right of me. my back hurts, my ribs hurt, it hurt to breathe basically everything hurts, and my leg is suspended in the air. there's a face mask over my mouth and nose. i start panicking not knowing where i am.
the beeping gets faster and my are parents run in.
"oh you're awake" my mom says and hugs me and starts crying
