jordans POV
when i walk into his dressing room he closed the door behind me.
"first off, are you ok?" he asks worried
"yea..? why?"
"jordan... a guy forcibly hugged and kissed you on stage in front of thousands... i don't think i'm ok"
"....oh... yea"
"so...?" he steps a little closer
"um yea, i guess i'm still thinking about it"
which was true. i didn't really know what to think of it all. it all happened so fast really. i was kind of upset. but harry didn't need to know that. there's a knock on the door and harry opens it. it's jeff
"hey jordan, security is wondering if you want to press charges against the fan?"
"no jeff it's ok"
"are you sure? what he did tonight was not ok"
"yea i am, really it's ok" i smile a bit and he nods and closes the door
"you're sure love?"
"yea i am, it was just an excited fan and you know you just gotta treat people with love some more"
he sighs and wraps me in a hug and then looks at me with his piercing green eyes. i stand on my tip toes slightly to connect our lips for a minute.
"i love you" i mumble against his lips
"i love you more"
after we're done saying goodbye to everyone we take a car back to our hotel.
"harry i'm going to take a shower"
"ok love"
i close the bathroom door and take my fancy white dress off careful not to get it dirty. i hop under the hot water and stand there for a second. i run my hands over my face and stand there for a minute. i hear the curtain open and jump a bit. i look into his emerald green eyes while trying to cover myself
"harry what the hell are you doing?!" i slightly scream a bit
"watch your profanity" he smiles a bit, "thought i would save the hot water" he grabs the bottle of shampoo and rubs it in his hair without breaking eye contact. eventually i find my hands in his hair rubbing the conditioner all through it. i tilt my head up a bit more and bring his head down to connect our lips. i keep one hand around his neck and my other on his back. he leans his forehead against mine breaking the kiss.
"i love you"
"i love you more" i say leaning down and kissing his shoulder
we stand under the hot water for a couple more minutes keeping our forehead pressed together. i hop out of the shower into the cold air and wrap a towel around my body. i take a deep breath in and pick out a pair a shorts and look through harry's bag and pull out a hoodie. i throw my clothes on and crawl under the covers. i was really tired. i couldn't imagine what harry was feeling because he was the one performing. i think i fell asleep hugging harry's pillow because i remember being woken up by harry brushing my nose with his finger. he used this gesture when he wanted to wake me up or when i fell asleep. i smile and he grabs his pillow. i wrap my arm around his bare torso and inhale his scent.
"goodnight love" he kisses my on top of the head
"goodnight bubs, i love you"
"i love you more"
it felt like a couple minutes later when i woke up and felt the void next to me. i stretch my hand out and the spot where harry was, and it was still warm. i look around the room while my eyes adjust to the darkness. then i finally spot him. he's out on the balcony with his shoulders hunched and his arms over the railing. i rub my eyes and wrap the big blanket around me and hop off the bed. i quietly open the door and wrap my around around him and rest my head on his shoulder.
