The Possessive CEO

SPECIAL CHAPTER

Kalev Stanislaski's Memoir

Have you ever wondered how much a person can love someone more than yourself? I thought for a moment that my life is nothing but darkness. There were times that I'm just going to sit in my room and let my inner demons take over me. I'm not proud to say this but I am a rebel and a fucked up teen. My mother was busy playing family and my hatred towards my father ate my whole being.

And I am sure about myself, that this recital was boring as if my soul wants to go out from my body. I watched the entire contestant played with their perspective instrument. Xerxes Pennsylvania invited me here; I don't have anything to do so I've decided to go. Every girl who passes in front of me stops and quivered. Why are they staring at me? I frowned.

Girls drooled over me, but I didn't give a fuck and mind my own business.

"Kinakabahan ako." I heard a girl says right just a meter away from her. I saw how the maiden face turn into a sour face. She must be really nervous right now. I couldn't take my eyes off her because I'm looking at her direction from time to time so I anticipate for her performance.

"Let's see what you've got there, kitten." I whispered. Nikos turned around and looked at me, brows knotted.

"You were saying something?" He asked. I didn't answer and started to divert my attention.

"Piano, huh?" Hindi ko namalayan ang sarili ko na bumulong. I just couldn't stop myself from thinking and little did, nasasabi ko na pala ang nasa loob ng aking isipan.

"Jeez, Kalev! You're creeping my out. Stop talking to yourself please." Nikos commented.

"Don't mind me, asshole." I muttered under my breath. Why does he have so much comment? I tsked.  When she started playing, my heart beats loudly in my chest. I played piano too but this girl played the piano as if the piano was part of her. She played with so much passion and enthusiasm and she just touched the sensitive part of my body...my heart.

"What's her name?" I asked Xerxes, he gave me a look as if he wanted me to continue.

"That girl, I mean the last one who performed?" I sounded like I am not interested but hell! I am so into her.

"Who?" Naguguluhan na tanong niya but when I didn't respond, realization hits him.

"Oh! You mean Marsh Lahm?" Marsh Lahm, huh? Her name is so pretty, just like her.

"That pretty chick was really something. Actually, she will be one of the scholars." Something inside me stirred when Xerxes said that she was pretty. I have this urge to punch his face using my fist. But I remained calm as possible.

"From this moment, you don't have the right to call her pretty, that's my job. Got that, Pennsylvania?"  He looked at me as if I lost my head somewhere.

"You're sick."

"She's mine so fuck off."

When I reached our house I told my mother to contact a mentor and told her that I want to learn to play violin. She looked at me, wondering. Someday, I want to play with her. I want her to be my accompanist.

But tragedy happens between the two of us. Shit happens and it happens to a lot of people. I no longer have the courage to talk to her. Palagi akong nauunahan ng takot. I find myself in a dark hole, and the first things I do is keep on digging. Kaya naman imbis na makawala, I isolate myself even more. I fucking hate my life. I became a stalker. I stalked her wherever she goes and well yeah that became my day to day basis.

Not until I was given a chance, a chance to be with her. The odds must be playing at me. I grabbed that once in a lifetime chance. But because of my stupidity I almost lose her for good.