The Possessive CEO

CHAPTER XXII

Chapter XXII: 2F hard and fast (fall/fuck)

Marsh Lahm's Point Of View

      Ang laki ng eye bags ko ng tumingin ako sa salamin. Halatang kulang na kulang sa tulog. Kung hindi ba naman nagrereplay na parang sirang plaka sa utak ko na hinding hindi ako magugustuhan ni Kalev edi sana nakatulog ako ng mahimbing. Am I experiencing a heartbreak? Yes, yes I am. I understand what heartbreak is—it's not a feeling. It's a disease that creeps inside your heart and eat you whole without you noticing. I washed my face and do my morning rituals.

I went downstairs and saw Kalev, habang tinatanggal ang take out foods sa brown bag. He's sweating at mukhang kagagaling lang niya sa pagja-jogging. He's wearing a gray shirt and a sweat pants. Dayum hot. I mentally slapped my self for admiring him. Wala talaga akong kadala-dala sa mga nangyayari.

"Sit down and eat." He keeps on ordering me around. Do this. Do that. I don't have the rights to complain because I'm just an employee. I nodded and sat down. Pancakes and burger. He looked fresh in the morning but still his face is serious at bihira lang ngumiti. All he could do best is smirking and grinning and sometimes I want to wipe it off of his face.

I'm trying not to be affected by his presence. We eat in silence. Mas mabuti dahil wala akong sasabihin sa kanya. Pagkatapos naming kumain I gathered all the used utensils at nilagay sa sink. And started to wash the dishes.

"Iniiwasan mo ba ako?" I can feel Kalev's presence at my back. I can't see his expression so I can't tell.

"No why should I do that?" A perfect answer. Kalev is really a mind reader. An assumption. Swear. Wala kang maitatago sa kanya kahit isa.

"I'm talking to you Marsh. Face me." I didn't.

"Leave that goddamn dishes! It can fucking wait damnit!" Pasigaw na sabi niya. He really possesses a bad temper. If something came up and not favorable in his side he'll go ballistic. I dropped the sponge and the fork I'm holding and face him. His eyes were dominating. Like a predator ready to attack the prey. Which is right now I'm the prey. My heart begun to pound so fast. His mad. Nobody wants him mad.

"Hindi kita iniiwasan." I think I need to practice telling white lies without being caught. I'm a terrible liar.

"Don't lie in front of my face, Marsh. I can feel it. You are avoiding me and I want to know why." See. He can read the shit outta me. Wala akong lusot sa kanya. He touches my hand and pull me. Pinning me in the wall. Jaw clenched. He's just so strong. "Tell me did I do something wrong? I swear to all saints I didn't." He's pissed. Huminga muna ako ng malalim. He caged me with his both hands. Nasa magkabilang gilid ang kamay niya at ang lapit ng mukha niya sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako titingin. Sa mata, sa ilong, o sa kanyang labi.

Goodness! There's something in my stomach. May mga paru-paro na nagliliparan. My heart is thumping like ba-doom ba-doom ba-doom.

I shook my head and sigh once again. "I'm just preoccupied. Malapit ng operahan si Marco three days from now. I'm just worried and bothered at the same time." Way to go, Marsh. A round of applause for me.

"Don't worry Alexander is a good doctor and expert on his field. He's the best Thoracic surgeon I know."

I thought he will let go off me now. But still he didn't move a bit.

"Let go." I mumbled, looking down. I can't handle the intensity of his gaze. Too powerful for me to handle. There's something in his eyes that I want to give in. Pagdating sa kanya I'm weak and vulnerable which is I am not.

He leaned forward, his lips parted. Will he kiss me again? I tilt my neck and look at the side.

"Don't kiss me." I said with a hoarse voice. Ninety nine percent of me wanted to be kiss by Kalev but I'm holding to the only one percent and told myself I need to resist what I'm feeling right now. I saw how his face paled and shock is visible in his face. His lips twitches. 

"Wag mo akong hahalikan kung kailan mo gusto. Wala kang karapatang halikan ako. Empleyado mo ako baka nakakalimutan mo. Don't kiss me like I'm your freakin' girlfriend! You're confusing me! Stop it!" I shouted, heart beating so fast, my hands were trembling. Saan ako nakakuha ng lakas loob para sigawan si Kalev?

"Pardon? Because I think I can't follow." His mouth snarled against my ears. I stop myself and clenched my thighs. He snakes his arms to my waist and pull me closer to him. He hold my chin using his free hand and make me look to his glaring eyes. Buong akala ko magagalit siya sa sinabi ko at sa pagsigaw ko but to my surprise he's amused and smirking.

"Forgetting something? Aren't we, sweetheart?" He whispered in my ears. I was stoned in my place, I can't move. "Don't let this slip in your mind again or else I will be mad. Very mad, my darling." still whispering his hands moved and traveled from my neck to my hair. My heart raced. Goosebumps.

His hand cupped my breast and lightly squeezed it. Suddenly, after 25 years of existence, I forgot to breath.

"I owned you. You are mine to begin with. I can kiss you when or where I want. I can touch you. Only I could do this to you." He gave my breast another squeeze before smoothing it around to my neck and throat.

I gasped. He towered me with his height. "I..." Pati ba naman pagsasalita nakakalimutan ko? Kalev is not good for me. I can't even remember my own name when he's near.

"I don't need your goddamn permission because this body is mine, your soul, and even your heart. You. Are. Fucking. Mine." I wanted to ask what did he mean about owning my heart but it easily slipped in my mind when he started kissing my neck and slightly nibbling it.

His hands traveled to my shoulders down to my back. He's doing it again.

"Stop seducing me." My voice is raspy. Can't even think straight. "I'm not even starting, baby." He kissed my jawline, licking its way up to my ears and the he whispered huskily. "You better stop thinking shit about what we are now." Sasagot na sana ako when his phone rang. He fished it inside his pocket. Nakahawak pa rin siya sa bewang ko and I'm still pinned in the wall. Wala yatang balak si Kalev na pakawalan ako. He give me another peck on the lips before speaking.

"What do you need?" Hindi ako makagawa ng anumang ingay. The call must be important.

"I'm not going to the company. Don't ask." He muttered at tumingin sa akin na para bang ako ang pinaguusapan. I wanted to ask because I'm curious. "I'm busy. I need to knock some sense with my woman." Tumaas ang kilay ko sa sinabi niya. My woman? Ako ba ang tinutukoy niya? I bite my lips, umaasa na naman ako sa wala.

"I want her to realize that she belongs to me." 

Say what?! Kumabog ng mabilis ang puso ko. I can't even breath! Ano bang pinagsasabi niya?! The call ended at ibinalik niya sa bulsa ang phone niya. I gulped. What now?

"Ready to moan my name?"

I couldn't even remember mine.

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