Chapter 34

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Andrea told the resort to set-up a bonfire for us. And na-shookt talaga ako! She's very agressive! I mean, she's everywhere, telling commands to those men's wearing black. Nakakaloka! Bakit may paganito?

But, at the same time. I was thankful. That after a super duper stressful day, I was able to experience this. I think, I am still so blessed.

Ayokong munang pumasok at mag pahinga. Sinusulit muna namin ni Dave yung bawat oras na 'to. Kasi alam ko pag gising ko, marami na naman akong kailangan harapin and when we get back to manila, magiging busy na naman kami parehas.

Mag kaharap kami ngayon pero sa mag kabilang dulo ang pwesto. Nag luluto kasi siya ng hotdog na may marshmallow. Natatawa ako kasi todo effort siya talaga! Oh, mali ata na pag tawanan ko boyfriend ko.

"Gwapo!" Pag tawag ko. Umiling lang siya at ngumisi. Sus! Feeling naman masyado. "Haranahin kita ha. Pero syempre, sagutin mo rin ako pag katapos." Ani ko. Ako lang ata yung demanding. "Let's see." Aniya.

Do you love the rain? Does it make you dance
When you're drunk with your friends at a party?
What's your favorite song, does it make you smile?
Do you think of me?

I just listened to this song few weeks ago and it somehow got me. The lyrics, the tone, the vibe. Fan din kasi ako siguro ni JB.

When you close your eyes, tell me, what are you dreamin'?
Everything, I wanna know it all

Kahit na maraming dapat itanong, marami parin akong dapat ipag pasalamat. Kasi, kahit paunti-unti I was able to redeem myself, from everything.

I'd spend ten thousand hours and ten thousand more
Oh, if that's what it takes to learn that sweet heart of yours
And I might never get there, but I'm gonna try
If it's ten thousand hours or the rest of my life
I'm gonna love you (ooh, ooh ooh, ooh, ooh)

He is just looking at me smiling. He's not breaking our eye contact. Sa mga ganitong titig ni Dave, it still make me melt. Patuloy parin akong nahuhulog sa kanya. Patuloy ko parin siyang minamahal.

Do you miss the road that you grew up on?
Did you get your middle name from your grandma?
When you think about your forever now, do you think of me?

When you close your eyes, tell me, what are you dreamin'?
Everything, I wanna know it all

I'd spend ten thousand hours and ten thousand more
Oh, if that's what it takes to learn that sweet heart of yours
And I might never get there, but I'm gonna try
If it's ten thousand hours or the rest of my life

Sa bawat araw na bumubukas ang mga mata ko at nakikita siya, mas lalong nadadagdagan yung pag mamahal ko sa kanya. Bawat minuto na kasama ko siya, pakiramdam ko'y walang may kayang manakit sakin. At sa bawat segundong hawak ko ang mga kamay niya, tila'y may nag sasabi sa loob ko na huwag na itong bitawan.

I'm gonna love you (ooh, ooh ooh, ooh, ooh)
I'm gonna love you (ooh, ooh ooh, ooh, ooh)

Ooh, want the good and the bad and everything in between
Ooh, gotta cure my curiosity
Ooh, yeah

Singing is one of my stress reliever. Sa paraan kasing ito, nailalabas ko yung mga saloobin ko. On how I really feel. I can express my feelings without pretention. Kaya ikaw, kumanta ka lang. Music is for everyone.

I'd spend ten thousand hours and ten thousand more
Oh, if that's what it takes to learn that sweet heart of yours (sweet heart of yours)
And I might never get there, but I'm gonna try
If it's ten thousand hours or the rest of my life

I'm gonna love you (ooh, ooh ooh, ooh, ooh)
I'm gonna love you (ooh, ooh ooh, ooh, ooh)
Yeah
And I
I'm gonna love you (I'm gonna love you)
I'm gonna love you

But I guess, love is also for everyone. Lahat tayo may karapatan mag mahal. Kasi ang gusto lang naman natin is to love and be loved. Pero yun na nga, life is so complicated and it applies to all things.

He slowly clapped. Wew nemen.

"Wala na! Nasa iyo na talaga ang puso ko, bebe ko! Hala, sige! Ito na, kunin mo na ang mga natitira pa!" He said while opening his arms. Napatawa naman kaming dalawa sa ginawa niya.

"Napaka swerte ko na talaga. Nako, hindi na talaga kita pakakawalan." Aniya. Sus, napaka swerte ko rin sayo, Ildefonso!

Mag sasalita pa sana ako when Andrea spoke. Nagulat kaming dalawa ni Dave.

"You've got a great voice, Miss. Do you want me to get you a Vocal Coach or something?" She said. Nanlaki naman ang mga mata ko. Hanudaw?

"Teka, b-bakit may mga paganito?" Tanong ko. Nakakaloka naman. "Your Dad instructed to me that I should give everything you might want." She said. Isa pa ulit na nakakaloka. Ganun ba talaga kayaman daddy ko? Like, oemji ulit.

"Ah, Andrea. Can I ask you a question?" I asked. She nodded at me. "Yes, Miss." She said. Tumango ako. "Ganun ba talaga kayaman daddy ko? Like, he got you, the body guards and sinabi niya pa na ibigay mo sakin yung mga gusto ko. I mean, bakit?" Tanong ko. Curious lang.

"He is very rich, Miss. And he said he would make up for those times that he's not on your side when you need him. He'll do everything, Miss." She said. Tumango tango lang ako.

Nakaawa din pala yung daddy ko. Akala ko ako lang yung nag suffer, siya rin pala.

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