Chasing You (Completed)

Chapter 48

She's Reinzel Valiente. Siya yung nakaaway ko sa department store. Siya yung dahilan kung bakit ako nakick out sa Bright Academy. Someone took a video about the scene and they uploaded it.

Damn. The world is so big pero bakit parang pinaglalaruan ako ng tadhana? Does Lawrenz knew about this thing?

Her sister was tamed after a couple of minutes. I don't know what happened. Is she traumatized?

I saw her twice in the academy. I know! Siya yun hindi ako pwedeng magkamali.

I remember all the things I've said. Damn!

"I'll find her! I'll find that girl. That psycho girl!"

"I'll make her pay!"

I blamed her! I blamed her! I cursed her also to suffer! The fuck? I'm so guilty with my words. Damn! I really hate her for doing a scene at that store but I don't know that she's suffering from psychotic Depression. But damn! Hindi ko maintindihan ang lahat. Bakit kailangang magkaganito?

We stayed in their living room. Hindi na kami pumasok sa loob. Her mother explained to me everything.

"My daughter is suffering from psychotic depression. We came to a lot of Psychiatries, may oras na okay siya mamaya ay hindi na naman. She was depressed with her studies. They took the admission exam in Bright Academy together with Lawrenz. Unfortunately she didn't passed. She questioned herself that time. She questioned her ability. She degraded herself for not passing the admission test. She suffered the whole summer. We can't untamed her. We don't know what to do. So we let her, until the school days came. She's back. Hindi na siya umiiyak at parang natanggap niya na. Hindi ko alam na she was bullied by her classmates. She was compared to his Brother. Hindi sila magkasection kasi, sa first section si Lawrenz and her sister was in the second section." napabuntong hininga ako.

"We don't know that something is happening to her in her school. Even Lawrenz didn't notice it because we taught that everything is fine. we're too busy in the hospital for taking care of someones life. But... We didn't manage to monitor our daughter." Napaiyak na siya. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Inalo siya ni Lawrenz.

"Grade 9 sila ng malaman namin na nabubully siya. She was locked in a stuck room. Alone. As she tell us what happened, she's crying. Madilim ang lugar kung saan siya nilock. We came to the Academy to report the incident. The bullies got kick out. We don't know... We taught she's already fine. We became busy again. Busy with our works. Then one day we just noticed her about her attitude. She's been isolating herself to everyone. Ayaw pang sumabay sa amin sa hapag, we don't understand her, Sinubukan namin siyang ipatingin sa psychiatry pero hindi siya pumayag, she told us that she's fine. Until she tried to commit suicide in her room. She's still questioning her worth, her abilities." Mas Lalong umiyak si Tita.

"She did everything to be one of the student of star section but she can't. I know , we're not preasuring her but we can't understand her reason. We consulted a lot of psychiatries and they told us that our daughter is suffering from depression."

"Mom! Please, stop crying. Reinzel will going to be fine."

"She was depressed. Ayaw niyang mag stay sa hospital kaya hinayaan namin siyang mag stay sa bahay. May mga gamot siya. Akala namin nagiging okay na siya pero mas lalong lumala nuong pinasok ang bahay namin. She was traumatized."

"Doon namin narealize na kulang kami sa pag-aaruga. Now! She's suffering from psychotic depression. She's experiencing haluccinations and delusions. She heard a lot of voices we cant hear and I pity her. I am blaming my self for not being a good mother."

"Mom! Don't say that please."

"She stop studying. Hindi na siya nag enroll ng senior highschool para mamonitor ang lagay niya. She's being irrational sometimes. She says a lot of words na ang akala niya ay tama. She can't even control herself sometimes. Nagagalit ng basta basta, laging tulog sa umaga and she's staying awake at night."