Jared's POV
Evan should be over any minute. We planned another movie night but now since we're together, we can skip the whole awkward hand holding phase and go straight to cuddles. He's great at cuddling, he knows exactly where to hold people in the most comforting way and just… ugh I love him.
When he kissed me last time, I wanted to go a… bit further but I wanted to make sure he was comfortable with it. I'd hate to force him to do anything he doesn't want to do. I just love cuddling with him though.
Then there's a knock at the door. Yay. He's here. I go to open the door and there he is, little anxious Evan. He has a bright smile on his face, adorable. He's fidgeting with his hands, kind of hoped he wouldn't be as anxious around me anymore but I can help.
I move out of the way and gesture him in. Once he enters he takes a few steps and turns back around to face me. I close the door and as soon as it shuts he turns me around and puts his hands on my face, and kisses me. I happily kiss back. Even though I didn't expect that, he's usually not so forward.
"Woah Ev, what was that about?" I chuckle afterwards.
"I just, I uh w-wanted to," his smile slightly drops and looks towards the floor, "I'm sorry if I-it was w-weird…"
"No no no, not at all." I bring his chin back up and give him a reassuring smile. I gently kiss him again. I feel him smile, god he's adorable.
He does this nervous laugh he always does, "S-Sorry about that. I'm working on it."
"I know you are, and I'm proud of you." I just stare into his eyes for a moment, I love him so much.
"Now c'mon, are we watching a movie or not?"
"Yeah." I let go of his face and led him to the living room. I have this one big couch that looks like an L right next to the wall, and 2 of those little seats that come with them and you put your feet on them. The name doesn't matter, shush.
I set him down first so I can lay on him because sometimes I like being bottom, don't judge me. He gets comfy while I get a few snacks out of the kitchen. When I come back, I set them on a nearby table and then I get comfy.
Halfway through the movie, we're in the most comfortable position I have ever been in. I'm laying on Evan with one of his legs propped up on the couch, he's holding me with both of his arms and my head on his chest (hope that makes sense).
I never want to leave, this is my home now. Wait… could I actually move in with Evan? It's not like my parents will miss me, they're always out on long business trips and never check up on me. Evan's mom is also pretty busy, I could keep him company. Why not?
"Ev?"
"Hm?"
"Can I move in with you?" I kind of ask in a quiet voice, I don't want to go too fast with this relationship but… I'm here everyday anyway.
"Uhm," he says but I could tell by his tone he wants to say no but doesn't want to make me upset, "I-I would have to ask my m-mom but I wouldn't, uh, I wouldn't mind…"
"If you don't want me to, I understand. If it seems to fast that's no big deal. But I'm just saying, both our parents are usually busy and I'm here all the time. But I won't force you to do anything." I face him and kiss him sweetly, I want to make sure that we can take things at his place.
"Y-yeah, I think it would be better if we-we wait a bit, if t-that's okay…"
"No problem at all Ev, as long as you're happy, I'm happy." I smile. So does he. I snuggle back to our regular position and we just watch the movie in peace.
The next oneshot will be a continuation of Killer Love because I have some ideas and I want to put them down before I forget them.
It will be out soon, byeee :3
