Heyyy, I tried something new for this charter. I kinda hate it but I wanted to post something. I will do a rewrite of this chapter later to see if I improved. Keep in mind, this is a whole new style of writing to me, I will redo in the future. I kept rewriting certain parts over and over again but I'm not quite there yet.
Which I'm okay with, because I can only improve. I did want to show this to everyone because I want everyone's honest opinions on it.
Let me know how it turns out! ^-^
I'm not sure if I will be doing a part 2 to it, I don't know if it needs one. But I am sure on the re-write.
Anyway, hope you enjoy whatever I did! ❤️🐈🧡
Senior year. What a sight. Horny teenagers and unfair teachers. What a great time to be alive, when acne pops out of nowhere and somehow all your friends turn toxic.
Except for mine, of course. I didn't mean to make it sound like they were. Zoe is too sweet and Alana is loyal... and then there's Jared. I don't know about him. He's popular, definitely, but I'm not sure if I count it as toxic. He can be an asshole but only to a few people. Unless it's his whole fake persona thing he puts on, then he's an asshole to everyone.
But I don't blame him. Teenagers are mean, most don't care about you or your feelings. If you're a loser, you get shamed. If you're popular and spoiled, you get shamed. No one really fits in, you may think you do or something else does, but no one really fits.
Everyone has their own group, but at least one point in their school year, they feel left out. I get that feeling... all the time. But I have my friends, my good and true friends.
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"... so then I threw my juice at him."
Hm? What? I snap back into reality and Jared is rambling on about something. Apparently he's been talking the whole time. And I'm sitting with Alana and Zoe. And I'm at school. Since when? I don't know, I think I zoned out for most of the day.
"What?" I quietly ask myself, trying to remember any part of the day.
"Hm?" Jared hums, making me snap back again. Do I have a problem? This isn't normal.
"I uh, I don't know. Hey uhm question, how long has it been since school started?" I ask around everyone at the table.
"It's lunch time if you haven't noticed, school started hours ago- you've been here the whole time!" Zoe exclaims.
"I have?!"
"Are you okay?" Alana pops in after putting her book down. She has a puzzled face with a bit of worry. I look at Zoe and Jared and they have the same expression.
"I think? What, what did I do all day?" I can't remember a single thing that has happened in the last few hours.
"You had history with Zoe, math with me, and art with-"
"Wait wait wait, you're saying I had Art class and can't remember a single thing?"
"Yes... I'm asking again because I am genuinely concerned, are you okay?" Her voice gets softer and I feel like something traumatic just happened. Did something happen, because I obviously wouldn't know.
"Did you hit your head or something?" I hear Jared ask from beside me.
"I, I don't-...," then I start to feel dizzy, "maybe-". Is this normal?! What is happening? Why am I so dizzy? My head hurts but it's not major. Now that I think about it, Jared sounded fuzzy, like he wasn't entirely here. I'm starting to feel like that, too.
"Should we bring him to the nurse?" A girl asks, I can't even tell whose voice it is. I'm guessing Zoe.
"I would, he doesn't look good."
