So I was randomly in the mood to write and I don't feel like editing or anything so here is more trash :P
Hope you enjoy ^_^ ~~~~~
"Why the fuck did you wake me up so god damn early?"
"Language. And you'll see."
"Am I going to regret trusting you?"
"I hope not."
"Such confidence. No wonder you're a bottom."
"..."
"Sorry."
"Bottoms are short."
"Yeah?"
"So stop talking about yourself."
"Wow. The Evan Hansen makes a comeback. Good job."
"Thanks."
"... so how much longer until we get there?"
"Just a few more steps then duck under this tree."
"Allllrighty."
"Hey, um, I know how much you hate being woken up, so uh thank you for coming with me. You really didn't have to."
"No problem. What are friends for?"
"Yeah, friends..."
"Don't tell me you still believe in the whole 'family friends' shenanigans? That was a long time ago."
"No, I believe you. We're friends, and will always only be friends."
"... is that a good thing?"
"Yeah. Yeah it is."
"Okay, good. For a second you scared me."
"Don't worry. You can't get rid of me that easily."
"Why would I ever try?"
"I can name about 100 reasons."
"Oh really?"
"Mhm."
"Like what?"
"Uh, let me think, my disgustingly amount of anxiety? Or is my love of an old plant worse? What about-"
"I swear to god Evan, say one more self deprecating thought and I will personally fight you! With love! No homo!"
"Okay Jared, calm down."
">:P"
"We're here- and stop making that face."
"You're no fun."
"Sure."
"Wow. This is beautiful."
"I know."
"Look at all the colors, taking over the sky."
"Yeah... some nights when I can't sleep I come out here and just watch as the colors take over. It's calming."
"Since when can you not sleep? I thought... it... was better?"
"Oh it's nothing, it's something new every night."
"Like what? Maybe I can help."
"I doubt it. It's stupid..."
"Nightmares aren't stupid Evan, you can tell me."
"I know."
"You trust me, right?"
"Of course I do. I probably trust you with my life, but it's... really... really..."
"Scary."
"... yeah."
"I know how you're feeling. I've felt it too."
"What? When?"
"A few nights ago. When we had our sleepover at your house. You slept in your bed while I slept in the spare room. It was a bit darker than I remembered and... startled me. I couldn't sleep. Eventually I did, but I can still recall everything that happened. It's not fun. It's definitely not fun when you feel like you're alone. You want to reach out so badly, but you're so scared that when you do one remotely selfish thing, everyone will hate you. So you keep everything to yourself, deep, deep, down, so nobody will ever see..."
"..."
"But you know what? When I first met you. I just had this feeling, this weird, remarkable feeling about you. I'm glad I trusted it. I know I still hide quiet a lot of things, but I'm working on it. And this time, I'm not alone. I have you... and... and I love you for that."
"I love you too."
Then I wake up.
Haiii, I'm back and feeling pretty good. So I'll be going back to uploading every once and awhile. I have more ideas now so as long as I don't run out of motivation I'm good. I thought this was a really cute and short entry. I added in a little Easter egg, hopefully you'll find it. I think it's pretty well hidden but let's find out
