Jared and Evan are finally dating in this story, hooray.
I ordered some subs from Souubway (hehe another YouTuber I watch) like 15 minutes ago because somebody was being a dramatic bitch and wanted food. So of course I gave in, I'm not in the mood to hear his complaints. I love him, I really do, but jeez he gets annoying when he's hungry. He gets hangry.
"Ev, when is the food being delivered?" And right on cue, Jared is being an impatient little fucker. He enters the room as he asks, my room because he just won't leave me alone. (Sorry if Evan sounds mean in this, but I have a strong head canon that Jared gets annoying when he doesn't have his food so I'm going through with it)
"Jared. For the last time, the order takes from fifteen to thirty minutes! Just be patient!" I yell with a groan. I'm never buying him food ever again. I'm laying in bed because he doesn't care about time, it's like 2am for goodness sakes!
"Sorry 'Mr.Grumpy'." He mumbles as he does air quotes.
"Just come here." I sit up a bit and make room next to me. He gets the idea and lays next to me, he gets under the covers with me. Then I lay my head on his chest, hoping that'll calm him down. He puts his arm around me and kisses my head.
"I love you."
"I love you too now shut up and cuddle me."
"Alright fine." He snickers. Then he starts to move his hand down to my stomach. He tries to lift up my shirt but I stop him.
"Don't you dare." He stops for a second.
"You just love saying that but you should know I'll never listen."
"Yeah you don't and it's annoying."
"Sorry baby~" he uses the voice when you try to get your way secretly, I have no clue how to describe it so use your imagination. He starts to raise his hand higher up my chest.
"Stooppp. You know I'm sensitive." I smile as I squirm a bit. But his arm keeps me in place.
"Nuu. It's adorable when you know I'm in control~" he says it almost seductively. Fine, two can play at this game.
"If you don't stop I will eat your sandwich." Then he completely stops and stares at me.
"You wouldn't."
"Try me." I get out of his grasp and make a quick run to the door. 3.. 2.. 1.
"Evan, no!" He yells as I hear his footsteps. Knew it.
"Too late." I'm at the door and open it to see the delivery guy. He has the box thing that keeps your food warm or whatever. (I don't really get food delivered so I don't know).
I take the sandwiches and as I pull out my wallet, the delivery guy says something that caught me off guard.
"You look cute, can I get your number?"
Oh, uhm, n-no sorry. Here." I give him the money, hoping he'll leave.
"C'mon, why not?"
"I r-really shouldn't, I have-"
"Hey, back off buddy." Thank god Jared is here. He buts in and puts his arm around me defensively.
"Who are you?" Is this guy stupid?
"I'm his boyfriend genius, you have your money so leave." He looks at me again with a devilish look. Well he's scary, out of instinct I move closer to Jared. Please make him leave is all I can think.
"Seriously man, stop staring and leave. You're scaring him."
"Really? With just a look? Guess it's a good thing I didn't get your number, later weirdo." Then he walks off. Jared immediately shuts the door and turns around to look at me.
"You okay baby?" He asks as he still holds onto me.
"Y-yeah. Thank you." I give a weak smile.
"No problem Evy, now get in bed. I'll pick out a movie to watch while we eat."
"O-okay." I'm still shaken from that guys' look. I did not like that one bit. I kind of shiver as I think about it walking back to my room.
I get in bed and wait for Jared. I hug myself, desperate to get his look out of my head. Why is that affecting me so much? He's a stranger, I'll probably never see him again. I hope.
Jared walks back in with a movie in hand. I can't focus enough to see what movie though. He puts it in the DVD player and comes back to lay next to me. He gets under the covers again and holds me. His hugs are better.
"Can I kill him?" He asks sort of suddenly.
"N-no. He's j-just a stranger... just a stranger."
"Evy you're shaking, what's the matter? Did he really scare you?"
"Mhm." I close my eyes and breathe, trying to relax. But then I see his stare again. I jump and rapidly open my eyes. Without warning it gets harder to breathe.
"Okay, that's it. I'm killing him." He brings me closer and rubs my arm softly. Another way he calms me down. I bury my head into his chest, begging for comfort. He left, he's gone, he shouldn't be here! Make him leave! Make him leave!
"Make him leave!" I accidentally blurted out. My shaking gets worse and the air gets thinner. I close my eyes harshly, trying to think about anything other than him.
"Shh, shh, it's okay. I'm here." Jared soothingly says as he brings my onto his lap.
"M-make him g-go, go away." If you didn't notice, I only stutter when I'm scared or startled. It gets worse and worse as my condition does. That's when Jared came up with the question method. Asking one question at a time, and if I really can't speak, I squeeze his hand as an answer.
"It's okay, it's okay. He isn't here. He's no longer here. He left. He won't bother you anymore." He repeatedly tries to calm me down with reassuring words. Usually this works, but since I can still picture the guys stare, I can only see him.
"Hey... open your eyes," he brings my head up and puts his hands on my face. I open my eyes, still trembling, "look at me. Look at me and only me. Don't think about him, don't try to remember him. Just look at me."
I try to do so, and it's gradually working. I'm not rapidly looking at everything as I normally would, I see just him. Just him and his sparkling eyes. I finally smile again.
"There's that beautiful smile." He smiles along with me. He looks at my lips, silently asking for permission. It's adorable when he does it though, when I might not be in the best state, he knows I can get overwhelmed. So he waited until I calmed down.
I slowly nod. Right as I'm done nodding, he kisses me. It's gentle and soft. Full of love as always. No rush or anything, just taking time as it is. I finally found someone who truly loves me, and I couldn't be happier to have him by my side. Until he gets reckless and gets caught by the cops, then I have to bail him out of jail. But that's never happened before.
He's fine, I'm fine. Everything is okay...
"Can I eat my sandwich now?" Fucking Jared.
