I'm bored and can't sleep and it's like 1am so I'm writing because I feel like it. For some reason at night, I just get all this motivation to write. And one shots at night are really cute. Which is why I'm writing one more night themed one shot for my geeky bois, come at me. Actually pls don't I can't fight and comments are mean :((( . Anyway, enjoy. Or not it's up to you.
"Evan, baby, I love you, but why?"
"Because there's suppose to be a meteor shower tonight and we missed the last one!" I excitedly say as I set us down on a blanket I spread out from earlier. I put it on a grassy hill so we can look up at the stars.
"Yeah! That's because you were in the hospital!"
"It wasn't my fault!"
"I didn't say it was."
"It sure sounded like- know what? Never mind. I'm not fighting right now. If you really don't want to watch it, then you can leave... like you always do..." I muttered the last part. Yeah it was mean but it's true.
I come up with what I think is a fun idea and he always has an excuse to leave. He apologizes afterwards but it doesn't... sound... genuine. He's always tired and almost never smiles. It kind of hurts, to see the most important person in the whole to you, leave you like you're nothing. Then have the audacity to come back the next day and act like they didn't break your heart into pieces.
(Author here, real quick. I know I just posted some other night one shots, this isn't related at all to the others so just making that clear. I only continue a one shot when I put something like "title pt. 2" or something. Even though I haven't done it yet it's still just a reminder. Okay continue.)
"What was the last part?" He grabs my hand and gives me a confused face with a slight amount of worry. Oh now he cares, who would of known.
"Nothing."
(One more thing, I don't know if this counts as a spoiler or not but this does end in more really cute fluff so don't worry.)
"It didn't sound like nothing. I know you Evan, I can read you like a book. I know when you're hurt. If it seems like I don't want to be here and that's making you upset then you're misunderstanding."
"Right. I guess every night this week is a misunderstanding too?" I take my hand back and hold my arm.
"Baby c'mon, talk to me. Please?"
"You'll just leave again. Which really... really f- hurts. It hurts." I try to look anywhere else but at him. I'm not particularly mad, just upset. Wouldn't you be too?
"No I won't," he grabs my hand back and puts his other hand on my chin, gently making me look back at him, "you can trust me." His expression is just so unreadable... am I really that predictable? Always able to know what I'm feeling, when I can't even read him?
"Don't lie to me." I say with a sharp tone as I look away again.
He yet again makes me look back at him, "I'm not giving up on you." He does his little laugh he does when he thinks he won. It's not cocky, it's a sort of laugh you do when you try to lighten the mood.
"Maybe you should." Well that slipped out.
"Ouch. Is that what you think, Ev? After all we've been though? Not a chance, you're stuck with me. And stop moving your face away, I want to see your cute face." He softly says as he does his cute laugh again. Even when I'm mad at him he's still cute.
"Stop acting cute. Go be cute with someone else. I'm sure there's someone." I give him an angry look but then I notice his expression that I can actually read. He's shocked, a bit disappointed. He just stares for a minute, mouth slightly open. Then his eyes start to water.
"Don't tell me you think... no no no. Don't do that to me. Not now, not ever. I know you're anxious, I know you get scared easily, I know you worry over the littlest things. But this you don't have to worry about. I love you Evan, I don't have eyes for anyone else." He puts his hands on the sides of my face, making me look right into his eyes.
I almost start crying too, god I'm an idiot. Jared wouldn't do that. He wouldn't. I'm such a mess.
"You're not a mess. You're you. Someone who has slightly heightened anxiety. Someone who has a fear of losing the people close to them. Someone who will try anything to make their other happy. Someone who I love so much and would do anything for. Someone I would sell my old retro gams for to buy them that new drawing set they always wanted."
"You sold..."
"Yes I did. I would do anything for you."
"Is that why..?"
"That's why I was out all that time. I had multiple offers from people and I waited for the best one. Added with extra hours at work so I was sure I had enough. When you opened it for the first time, how you got so exited for the rare sketch pencils and charcoal, I knew it was worth it."
"Oh my god... I'm so sorry!" I put his hands down and jump into his lap, putting my arms around his neck. The waterworks finally started.
"Aww my poor baby, it's okay... I wouldn't do it if it wasn't worth it, and you're worth everything in the world."
"No I don't! I always jump to conclusions! I was such an asshole to you this whole week!" I cling onto him harder. The crying gets worse and I get louder. I feel so bad!
"Evyy, don't say that... you were upset and you had every right to be. I went out and never told you why. It seemed untrustworthy, I know. I'm sorry."
"Why did you do that?! I didn't even need the art set. I could've got it myself later..."
"It's my job to spoil you when I can. Just to see your smile is all I need."
"Still doesn't give me a reason to not believe in you..."
"I know you meant well, you didn't break up with me so that was good." He says as he does a sympathetic laugh. I sort of joined in, it's contagious.
"Stop it, I don't deserve it."
"You are just a little depressy bean, aren't you? Don't worry though, I will make it my new job to always make you smile, not like it wasn't already but you get the point."
"I get it."
"Now stop crying and show me an actual smile that I love." He pushes me out so he can see my face. He wipes my tears and kisses my face all over. He does it just so I can giggle. Which I do.
"There we go," he lays his head on mine and just smiles, "I love you so much baby."
"I love you too. Sometimes I think I don't deserve you."
"Nonsense, someone as cute and as kind as you deserve someone better."
"I don't what anyone else."
"Neither do I..."
"It's a shame you were such an asshole to everyone in Highschool." I laugh.
"I only wanted you to like me. And I think it worked pretty well."
"You're such a goofball."
"No you."
"If you take out a- and you took out an uno reverse card."
"You know I did...," he looks back up at the sky, "I think we missed the meteor shower again." He laughs.
"Shut up."
