In a Split Second

Chapter 30

#IASS30

The loud music of the club echoed inside my ears. Everyone seems to be enjoying the moment. My vision is blurry and I couldn't think straight. The alcohol controls my whole system and I just felt myself walking to the dance floor, but before that I drank my shot of tequila.

Naramdaman ko ang pagdaloy ng alak sa lalamunan ko at hindi ko maiwasang mapangiwi. God, I never thought that alcohol can be so addicting.

Inayos ko ang suot 'kong black fitted dress just above my knee exposing my skin. Nagmartsa ako papuntang dance floor at muntikan pa 'kong matapilok sa pagkahilo.

When I got there, I started to dance to the music. Umalingawngaw ang hiyawan ng mga tao at hindi din maiwasan ang pagdikit ng katawan namin sa isa't isa.

Nevertheless, I started to feel myself and enjoy the moment. It's been five years since my family died and guess what? The killer is still on the loose. A lot has changed since then, I lived with my Uncle and fortunately, he agreed to help with me. To get some revenge.

Hindi nawala sa isip ko ang lahat ng nangyari. Simula noong sinabi ko kay Uncle na gusto kong maghiganti ay hindi agad siya pumayag. I begged him that time because I was so desperate and I felt like I have no one.

After that day, I decided to have a fresh start. I wanted to start again because I felt like my life is crumbling and falling apart. I was a big mess. I even felt like I was going insane! I was aware by the fact that my mental and emotional health has got worse. 

So I decided to check a psychiatrist because I don't understand what was happening to me. Then, later I found out that I was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder which results of my change of behavior/personality.

At first, I couldn't believe what my psychiatrist told me. I just cried myself to sleep but I'm thankful that my Uncle was there to comfort me. I mean I was still eighteen that time, hindi ko napansin na napapabayaan ko na ang mental and emotional health ko. I almost felt like giving up but I'm glad he was there to save me. My gurdian angel and an unexpected blessing.

After multiple attempts of convincing him to help me get revenge, I cut ties with everyone. I decided to quit school, left my job at the café and start a new life away from everything and everyone. I also cut my connections with Reign. I didn't even say goodbye to her. I just...left but it was for the better. I knew I'm a big mess and I just want myself to get better first before seeing her again. I admit, I miss her as well as my old life. The life when my family was still alive, but I guess everything is just temporary.

I felt someone touched my ass so I looked behind me and saw a tall, muscular man almost touching my face. I smirked at him and I saw how his eyes darkened filled with lust and passion. I'm used to it anyway. A lot has changed since then. I aged and matured fast. I started drinking then later smoking. I was far from my eighteen year old self who is weak and worthless. I always cringe everytime I remember myself crying over petty things.

Nilapit ko ang katawan ko sa kaniya and I felt his strong arms snaked its way to my small waist. I started to grined up and down on his body and I heard him groaned. Diniinan niya lalo ang katawan niya sa'kin pero kinalas ko ang braso niya sa bewang ko at hinarap siya.

I saw how his eyes scanned my whole body stopping its way to my cleavage that it a bit exposed because of my dress. "We can get a room, if you want," he murmured.

I smirked at him and leaned closer to him. "I like the idea," I whisphered sensually behind his ear.

Hinawakan ko ang batok niya at nilapit lalo sa'kin. I combed his hair and I felt him hardened. Too fast huh?