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"I can't forget about you, no matter what I do. I tried, I really did, Tanya. I just love you so fucking much. I don't want to see you with someone else. I just can't let you go. I love you. Please, come back to me. Kahit walang label, kahit ano pa, I'll take it. Just please come back to me." Sambit niya at nakita ko pang namumula na ang mata niya.


Is he crying while drunk?


Hindi ako nakasagot at hinalikan niya ulit ako, sinagot ko rin naman ang halik niya, ngunit nang may biglang pumasok sa utak ko, ay tinulak ko siya.


"No." Sagot ko at nakita ko siyang natigilan at napalunok pagkatapos ay lumapit sa akin ngunit pinigilan ko siya.


"I can't be the reason why another woman is hurting. Leave her first, end your relationship, and then, I'll think about it. You will not cheat on her, with me." Sagot ko at bumaba na sa sink at lumabas na ng CR.


He wants to forget everything but he's here saying he wants me back, when in the first, place we were not really together.


He didn't even let me explain because he gave up easily. Well, I know I was at fault, but never in my life has made such intentions to play with him. I was serious. I really liked him.


Yes, I admit, I got scared. I'm scared to fall for him. I'm afraid to love him and make him my world because I know, I will fall hard and get hurt, if I still haven't.


It's easy to accept him with open arms if I'm selfish. I wouldn't mind others and their feelings. I really don't like Carly, but she doesn't deserve that kind of disrespect especially if she's hoping for their 'relationship.'


I asked for that to think about it and reflect upon it. If I would want to risk or just be scared to fall for someone, my whole life. Am I really ready?


Bumalik na ako sa table at nakitang mukhang naghihintay si Oliver.


Nagpaalam na ako kay Oliver at kahit nagpumilit siyang ihatid ako ay tumanggi ako. Nagtaxi lang ako pauwi at umidlip dahil maya-maya lang ay aalis na kami patungong Boracay.


Nang mag-alarm ang phone ko ay agad akong naligo at nag-ayos. Nakasuot lang ako ng romper shorts na maong at sneakers. Kinuha ko ang maleta at nagbook na ng Grab.


Nakita ko na nakailang missed calls si Greyson ngunit hindi ko pinansin at pinatay na lang ang phone.


Nang makarating ako sa airport, ay sina Avery, Basti at Val pa lang ang naroon. Nakita kong naglalaro si Basti sa phone niya. Si Avery naman ay nagbabasa ng kung ano sa bond paper at si Val ay nagpipicture.


"Oh, you're here!" Sabi ni Val at lumapit sa akin para bumeso.


Nakita kong nakasuot siya ng off-shoulders na white and ripped shorts


Sunod naman na lumapit si Avery at bumeso.

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