I jump in the ambulance as they shut the door. Y/n was still shaking like crazy as foam was coming out of her mouth. I start to freak out. What the hell is going on with her.
Y/n: Mommy?
My head snapped in her direction as she staring off to the side lifting her hand up.
Y/n: Mommy i miss you
She started to cry.
Paramedic: Shes hallucinating Y/n: Mommy take me with you mom hates me I don't wanna be with her anymore I want you mommy
When I heard that come out of her mouth my heart broke. it broke completely. She's my first born my first baby my first blessing in life. And I treated her like shit. My god what hell is wrong with me.
I grab her hand slowly as she looks at me as her eyes widen in fear. She took her hand away from me.
Y/n: Mommy please don't leave me please
Her eyes then rolled to the back of her head and she started shaking like crazy again.
Paramedic: Shes going into shock again Billie: Please help her please I can't lose her
I started to sob. God why was I such a bitch to her.
It's been an hour since I been in her room watching her rest. They finally got her stable and she's fine. She might have to stay for a week so they can observe her. But I can't help but cry because of all the things I have done to her. I held her hand and kissed it softly. God I'm stupid I took out all my anger on her. All the anger I had of her mom. The hate the madness everything out on her. But I just can't help but see her mom when I look at Y/n. Her mom hurt us so bad that I just hate her so much and instead oh being there for my daughter I put all my hate in her. God I'm such a horrible mom to her. Only my wife mad her feel loved.
I hear the door open and close as I look up. And I see her. The women I hate with all my heart and soul.
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Y/n mom: Oh my god Y/n
She was about to grab her hand but I step in front of her before she could.
Billie: What the hell are you doing here? Y/n mom: Im here to see my daughter Billie: Oh so now she's your daughter? Takes you eleven fucking years to remember you have a daughter! Your not even allowed to be here I have full custody of her. We have a retraining order against you Y/n mom: Yeah well I don't care she my daughter and she's hurt Y/n: Mommy?
I turn around and look at Y/n. She was looking at the both of us. As she smiled when she saw her mom.
Y/n mom: Oh my god Y/n
She tried to get near her again but I wasn't about to let it happen.
Y/n: Mom left her see me I want to see my mommy Billie: No Y/n Y/n mom: Billie let me see my daughter! Billie: No Y/n: Mom please Billie: I said no Y/n!
Y/n just started to sob as she tried to reach out for her mom but I pushed her hands down.
Billie: You should leave Y/n mom: Im not leaving until I get to comfort my daughter you made her cry! Billie: If you don't leave now I will have you arrested for not respecting our restraining order Y/n: Please don't do that Billie: Leave
Y/n mom just kept looking at Y/n as tears fell from her eyes. But I scoffed.
Y/n mom: Baby i love you all my heart okay Y/n: i love you too mommy Y/n mom: i will see you soon baby I promise Billie: No you won't
Y/n mom just looked at me before leaving. As Y/n started to sob. I turn around and looked at her she looked so broken.
Billie: Come here baby
I tried to hug her but she pushed me away.
Y/n: No! I hate you! You ruin my life! Leave! I don't want you here Billie: Baby you don't mean that Y/n: Yes I do now leave
It's been a week and Y/n is coming home today. I'm waiting for her to come down with her doctor to take her home. Everything was fine with her nothing out of the ordinary. Which was amazing news. She still didn't want me in her room so I just watched her from the door. As my wife would go in with her and talk.
I see her come out she was smiling. She was happy to come home and now be in a hospital. From what I heard from my wife. But as soon as she saw my car her smile dropped. Which made my heart drop. I got out of my car and made my way towards her as I tried to help her.
Y/n: I got it
She said annoyed. So I open the door for her as she got in. I got in and turned towards her.
Billie: How are you feeling? Y/n: Good Billie: Okay. Are you hungry? Y/n: Yeah Billie: What do you want to eat? Y/n: I want to go home and be away from you Billie: Y/n
I put my hand on her thigh but she pushed it away.
Y/n: Please just take me home Billie: Okay. Fine but I just want you to know that I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I hurt you physically and mentally. I love you I really do I regret everything I did to you baby I really do. I'm so sorry for letting my anger out on you. I realized that your were my first born my first blessing in life and I Took you for granite. And I am so sorry about everything I did to you Y/n: Your güey me so bad mom i don't even know if I can forgive you Billie: I understand love I really do but just know that I love you with all my heart
She just looked at me giving me a small smile before looking out the window again. We got home and Y/n got out of the car face almost falling onto her face. I unlock the door to see my wife and kids waiting t here by the door for Y/n.
Mommy: Welcome back! Y/n: Thank you
She ran into her arms and hugged her. I just couldn't help but feel jealous.
