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Atlanta, Georgia
Nulani Dashiki Brown | Nuni | Nu

I laid in bed next to Kadar as he slept with a frown on my face. Cause like I sucked this nigga dick and I did all this sweet shit for this nigga and I told him I loved him and he didn't say it back. I don't know, I just feel goofy as hell right now.

I feel like one of them goofy ass bitches who do all this shit for they nigga knowin he don't love them.

"What you thinkin bout?" Kadar asked distracting me from my thoughts, I shrugged.

"Nothing." I said getting out the bed.

I got in the shower and started to wash my body. I heard the door open, I turned around and looked at Kadar who was looking at me. He leaned down and kissed my neck causing me to roll my eyes. I stepped back and sighed.

"I don't feel like it.." I said.

"You good?" He asked eyeing me.

"Yuppp. I'm great.." I said smiling.

I finished up my shower and got out. I quickly dried off and got dressed and then brushed my teeth. I grabbed my slides and slipped into them before grabbing my phone and running downstairs to see Mani and Nyla already on the couch talking and laughing.

"What's so funny?" I asked.

"I did the beatbox thing and we ended up making a whole song.." Nyla said as I sat down, I chuckled.

"Ya'll asses crazy.." I said shaking my head.

"I still ain't talk to Kamiri about it. I just went back in the room and went to sleep with my head under the cover.." She said, Nyla laughed.

"How was your night Nu?" Nyla asked. It was all good until I found out my nigga don't love me 😬.

"It's was cool.." I said shrugging.

"Just cool?" Mani asked with her eyebrows furrowed.

"I had a good time. He had a good time. I'm just tired.." I said, they nodded.

"Mane I'm hungry.." Beetle said walking into the living room and sat next to Nyla.

"Aint ya'll suppose to be going to get us something to eat?" Nyla asked looking at him.

"We waiting fa Ace ass to come downstairs. What you done put his ass in another coma?" Beetle asked, I rolled my eyes and folded my arms.

"He perfectly fine. He should be down here in a minute.." I said before standing up and walking off.

I walked into the bathroom and closed the door. I locked it and busted out into tears. I just couldn't believe the situation I was in like, I grew to love a man who didn't feel the same way.

I don't understand that. I don't understand how I let myself get like this..What the fuck going on?

Kadar was suppose to be my safe space. Like how don't you love me? Like nigga...I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU! I cook, I wash your clothes, I sleep with you, I be there for you emotionally, sexually, physically, spiritually. Like everythingggg. I EVEN SUCKED YOUR DICK AND DID ALL THIS SHIT FOR YOU!

Planned this whole damn trip, paid out my pocket for these plan tickets and Air Bnb. Let you take my virginity and you don't love me too? NIGGA I WAS WASHING YOUR ASS ANS BRUSHING YOUR TEETH WHEN YOU WAS IN YO COMA.