Chapter 19

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The Breakup

Trigger Warning

PTSD
Depression
Breakups/heartbreak





Darkness.
A sort of fragile thing, something that holds so much of so many things. People who are scared of the dark maybe, or maybe the ones who just succumb to it.
Either way, darkness comes, and when it does it breaks everything in its path.

That's where the person who holds that darkness becomes it.




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Dark eye bags filled Jungkooks eyes, he couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, couldn't do anything. He had nightmares when he could sleep, that sent him into panic attacks. Those panic attacks could last from minutes to agonizing hours. He hated it, he wanted to be normal, he himself again, but even that for him felt like a wall he couldn't climb.

He leaned his head on the couch, tired.
"Kook? You need to eat something" Taehyung spoke, getting a small sigh from Jungkook "No"
Jungkook spoke "I can't...I'll just get sick" he sighed, putting his hands on his temples "kook try something, crackers...something" Taehyung spoke, almost begging the younger "dammit Taehyung I already said I would get sick" Jungkook snapped "Jungkook I'm just trying to help" Taehyung sighed, Jungkooks eyes softened for a second before he looked away "Then stop helping me, I never asked for your help" Jungkook spoke, breaking Taehyungs heart "Maybe...but I care about you, I love you, and I want to help you" Taehyung spoke, feeling tears fill his eyes "You want to know how to help me Taehyung" Jungkook spoke angrily

"Leave me, get divorce papers, sign them and live your best life" Jungkook spoke and Taehyungs Heart dropped and his tears fell down, after all this time of being strong, and heartless he was standing there crying. Jungkook turned to Taehyung his eyes widening. He closed his eyes taking off his ring "You need to get out" Jungkook spoke putting the ring in Taehyungs hand. "I- Jungkook please- don't do this" Taehyung spoke "You aren't even properly healed yet" Taehyung shook trying to hand back the ring "I'll never be healed- just stop trying" Jungkook spoke "SHUT UP!" Taehyung yelled "You can't choose this- leaving me- you can't just leave me- we're married- we're in love" Taehyung begged before Jungkook shook his head, dashing for the door, not caring how much it hit to move.

"Jungkook! Stop!" Taehyung yelled running after him.


Jungkook ran and ran, his heart racing madly. He could hear Taehyung behind him calling out his name.
The younger just continued to run almost falling many times. That's when he finally tripped, slamming onto the ground, sliding down into a ditch. The younger groaned in pain, the bandages on his burns now were falling off, and bleeding. Along with his legs from the fall. The younger tried to lean himself up but he couldn't, he knew Taehyung would save him again, he knew he would have to lay there and break Taehyung even more.

He leaned himself up and started to run again. He found somewhere he could hide and ran to it, seeing Taehyung run to the ditch he was once at. The younger felt his eyes begin to shut, all the running after weeks of not properly eating was getting to him. He felt himself fall a bit before he leaned up again his eyes seeing Taehyung searching desperately. He felt tears run down his face as he whispered 'I'm sorry' over and over again. The younger felt his body give out on him, a darkness finally taking over him.





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Well.

Yeah.

I'm sorta back.
More or less i suppose.
I think I'm going to start making my own books, what I mean is I'm going to be making my own characters.
Essentially this book, but with my own characters

How have you been

Eating well

Sleeping well

Drinking well

Mentally okay?
If not then please take care

Mentally okay?If not then please take care

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