I paid a virgin

Chapter 61

Chapter 61

Trench POV

Her sobs were getting hysterical and emotional. It took me to realize that there is something wrong with her. At first I thought she was touch by my casual proposal, but minutes past and I saw that there is a deeper reason why she lost it.

"Hey what's wrong?" I asked her, trying to lift her chin from my soaky wet chest becuase of her tears but she isn't resurfacing. "Look, Sum, if you felt pressured....it's okay...we'll take as slow as you want. I'll wait for you to agree, don't sweat it."

"That's not it, Trench," she resurfaces and faced me with her blood shot eyes and pained face. It looks like she was hurting inside, burning inside. But how?

"Please, tell me. I hate seeing you like this," I consoled.

"You'll hate me... You'll hate me, Trench," she whimpered like a wounded animal. "I hurt you so much....so much you wouldn't imagine....please please forgive me. I should have fought hard..."

It's getting hard to understand her when she is getting hysterical again. "Whatever it is I don't car-"

"YOU SHOULD BE!" she cried out loud. "You should care Trench, because this woman in front of you did something to hurt you so much. She deprive you from the truth....from Myles ....from happiness even love. I'm such an idiot!"

"I don't understand," I shook my head at her. Confusion plague my mind. What about Myles ? What is she depriving me for? She's here now in my grasp.

"Trench," she cried, "the truth...the truth why I told you those lies..."

"Lies?"

"Yes, lies. I was force to say those words to break your heart to protect my family from......"

"From who?" I snapped, my heart beating furiously. At last I will know why she just crushed me so suddenly before. All the misery I felt engulfing me when she did that was returning in the open and all I want is to know the reason why. I love her, don't get me wrong, but I am about to lose myself for her secrecy. 

"From,"

"From who Summer, from who?" I glared at her. I saw the fear in her eyes when she flinched at my harsh tone.

"Your father,"

As soon as those words came out of her mouth. I just combust in rage, I broke everything inside the kitchen. Tara would have a vein bursting if she knew what I had done. But I don't care at the moment. All I care was to unleash my rage toward an inanimated object because I am still sane of Summer's safety. I punched every drawer, cabinets and machines in my sight. All the wines were wasted on the pristine floor. The food she was cooking left to burn.

"Why...why ddin't yyou talk this...this to me...when did he talk to you?" I grabbed her by the shoulder so that we can talk face to face. I wanted to see all her emotions in my eyes. God damn it, if I didn't love her so much I would have hurt her physically. Not with my temper flaring out of control. 

"Please Trench...."

"What did he say to you?!" Damn that asshole, he will face my wrath. This is the final toll of his stupid control freak attitude. 

"He came in our house with men carrying guns and he threatened ourlives if I won't stay away from you. He threatened to hurt you too Trench." She was begging for me to understand her, but I can't at least not right now. My thoughts are focus on my father, only him. I will make him pay for everything he did to me. He mess up my life so bad.