(Y/N) Phantomhive is the older sister of Ciel Phantomhive. She had sworn to protect her baby brothers from harm the day they were born, though 4 years later she was taken from her beloved family. She went missing for over 2 years before she had fina...
“Adrian... She brought it to my attention that everything that I have been going through, with all the moodiness and tempers and all my fatigue and everything else... It all started after we started having sex!!”
As soon as I said that, a gust of wind picked up and I was able to see his face. His eyes had widened and his face held a look of shock.
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“Amora... Let’s talk about this inside, alright? You are freezing out here.” He picks up a couple bags and leads me inside. I was scared. I was terrified. My heart was breaking as the demons in my head kept telling me he is going to end up leaving me if I really am pregnant.
We are not ready for this. I am certainly not ready for this. He closes the door before turning to face me. I’m sure I look like a complete mess. A complete disaster. He pulls his hair back out of his face as he sets the bags down. He looks back at me and cups my face with his hands and looks into my eyes reassuringly.
“Amora, my sweetheart. Let’s not worry ourselves over this. It is too soon to even know, it could very well just be a hangover even without a headache. Let’s see what tomorrow brings, alright? If you’re still feeling the same way, then we will discuss it more. If not, there’s nothing to worry about.”
“Adrian, what if I am?? I’m scared. I’m so scared! I’m scared because it is too soon for the both of us, and I don’t want you to end up leaving me-”
“Amora, I would never leave you!” He says as he raises his voice. I could actually hear the hurt in his voice. “Don’t ever think I would just abandon you if you are carrying my baby!” As I look into his eyes, I could see just how hurt he was.
“Yes, it is too soon for us, but should you truly be pregnant I will always be here for you. I will forever be there every step of the way with you, no matter what!” He then begins placing gentle kisses to the side of my mouth before kissing me on the lips.
I could feel him unzipping my jacket before pulling away and looks back into my eyes. “I will be here for you...” He then kneels down and lifts my sweater and pulls down my pants just slightly. “And for our baby.” He adds and I hold up the sweater for him, and he lightly grazes my lower stomach before placing a soft kiss to it.
When he stands back up he pushes my hair back behind my ear as he looks back into my eyes. “Dearie, I am so sorry for raising my voice at you. I didn’t mean to. It just hurts me so much knowing that you don’t trust me enough to stick around-”
“It’s not that I don’t trust you, Adrian. It’s just... I have these... Demons in my head that fills my mind with all these negative... Thoughts!”
“Amora-”
“I know, I’m crazy right? I’m mentally unstable right now-”
“Amora, just stop, okay?!” He shouts as he grabs my arms. “You’re still experiencing all the trauma you have gone through and have been going through! It does not make you mentally unstable! It’s completely normal, please just trust me... I don’t like hearing you talk so badly about yourself. I hate it! Believe me, if you were as crazy and insane and... Unstable as much as you say you are I would not be with you! I give you my word that I love you more than anything in this world! You are my world, Amora, why can’t you just see that?!”
