(Y/N) Phantomhive is the older sister of Ciel Phantomhive. She had sworn to protect her baby brothers from harm the day they were born, though 4 years later she was taken from her beloved family. She went missing for over 2 years before she had fina...
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“Honey... You have absolutely zero reason to feel insecure or jealous. There has not been one girl who even comes close to being as gorgeously beautiful as you are. I’ve hit the jackpot with you, sweetie! No one can ever compare to your beauty. But even so, looks don’t mean much to me. But the personality, and most importantly the soul. You are what I crave. Your looks, personality and your soul combined makes one strong, powerful and addicting concoction. I can never and will never get enough of you. And I will never stop showing you just how magnificent you are to me. I will never stop trying to show you just how much I adore you and cherish you. And even if I ever succeed.... I will still never stop. I need you. I need your love and passion. I just. Need. You... For now, and for eternity.”
“You’re way too good to me. Even when I don’t deserve it.” I quietly say as I look down. “That’s what love is about, my dear.” He answers cheerfully. “You’re making it sound as if I don’t love you.”
“That’s not my intent. I know you love me, Sweetie. You just need to see and believe for yourself how much my love runs for you…” He says as he pulls me into him again, and I lean my head into his chest. “You know if I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. Only then would you realize just how special you are to me.”
“And I wish the same for you. I wish I could show you just how much I really do love you, and not have to guess with my poor attitude all the time. All my yelling and arguing…”
“I can understand, though. It seems lately everything is being thrown your way. These random women popping up out of nowhere trying to hit on me. Then my ex showing up and alive out of nowhere. Which I still need to figure out who is behind that… And now with her basically stalking me. Oh yeah, I don’t think I would be acting much different if I were you-”
“But I know for a fact you have absolutely nothing to worry about, I mean come on, look at you! You can’t be the average looking guy when all the women drool all over you when you’re revealing your whole face.” I slightly giggle as I look up at him. “Yeah, about that… I won’t be doing that anymore. I don’t need to be losing you for murder.” He laughs, causing me to blush.
“But on a more serious note, you also have the extra, added hormones. I do understand, and you don’t have to worry about me.”
“Don’t ever say that, Adrian. Despite my unwanted hormones, I still absolutely love you as much as I have when we first started dating. Actually, a lot more. More than ever. I just have an extremely poor way of showing it.” I say as I look away. “I’m not holding that against you, my love. This is your first real relationship. If I’m completely honest, I was just about the same way with my first few relationships. Just without the extra hormones.” He laughs. “But I know, honey. I know just how much you love me. That’s all that matters, alright?” He then leans down to kiss me.
“I’m just scared that one of these days I’ll end up losing you because of how I am. That I will give off the impression that I don’t love you anymore. But in reality, that could never happen.”
“Amora, honey. I’ve told you before… With just one look I can tell what’s on people’s minds. With that said, I can easily tell how you are feeling towards me. Whether you love me or not. You need not worry, okay? I know you love me. I know you mean well, even through all the chaos. With all your… madness, I can still see you mean well, alright?” He assures with a smile.
“Is that why you continue to be so nice to me, even when I don’t deserve it?” I question. “Absolutely, my dear.” He smiles. “So, what if I wasn’t pregnant, or we didn’t know… Would your answer remain the same?”
“Without a doubt. Pregnant or not, I would still treat you the same as I always have.” He then takes my hand as we continue our way back to the cabin. “I would like to point out just one thing though. After our argument tonight when you left it sounded like you were pretty upset. Like what you just stated wasn’t true.” He hesitates to answer, and he lets out a small sigh. I look up at him as I await his answer.
“It is true that I was upset. But definitely not with you, but with myself. You made an eye-opening statement. My actions were not okay, I just get so carried away worrying about you and our little bean, that I couldn’t stick up for the ones that I love most. It was unacceptable. Then I went and made it worse by going after her without you around. I will make it up to you, I just have to figure out the best way to do it.”
I suddenly stop and have him facing me, and he gives me a confused look. “I know the perfect way you can make it up to me.” I say, a bit seriously, but not too serious. “I’ll do anything, my love. For you, absolutely.” He lightly smiles, and I wrap my arms around him. “I know you don’t think too much on the things you do or say, and you do need to use that head of yours more often.” I tease as I lightly tap his forehead playfully, making him giggle. “Do just that. Show me you really mean it, and that will suffice.” I smile. “Just as always, you are correct. After all these centuries, I have gotten many things down. From working on a lot of things on myself, to reading people’s minds and emotions, I still have yet to work on using my brain a little.”
“I can understand too with you giving up on love, to protect yourself from any more heartache, and being alone for so long, you’re not used to it. You’re used to just thinking for yourself, and not much for others. Except when you are helping others that is.” I add in attempt to lighten the mood. He gives a sliver of a smile before looking away, himself. I pull him a little more into me before I continue. “I really do understand, my darling. But you now have me, and I am here to stay. Right by your side as you are for me. By thinking about what you do and say, things will be alright. And I will do the same. I need to work on the things I do and say as well, instead of getting mad at you all the time and letting my horrid emotions get in the way of everything and taking over. We’ll get through this together. And that is my promise to you.”
He gives me that wonderful smile of his. His smile could radiate and brighten any room, warming your heart. “You really are an amazing creature, Amora. I just cannot understand how I got so lucky with you. I love you so much, Dearie. More than words can ever describe.”
“I know you do. Unlike with me, I still feel like I give the impression that I don’t sometimes.” I admit shamefully. “You don’t though, sweetheart. Because I can see very well that you love me. Without a doubt in the world.” Bringing my hands up, I wrap them around the back of his neck. “You really truly are an amazing creature yourself; you know that?”
“Not until now.” He smiles before kissing me again, and he pulls away after a couple of minutes. “Mm, your kisses really are addicting. I can never get enough of them.” He barely whispers as he leans his forehead against mine, his breath tickling my cheeks and nose causing me to giggle. “And I couldn’t live without yours, either.” I say as I continue to giggle.
He looks up into the night sky before looking back down at me again with his adorable smile. “It’s getting really late, my dear. Close to midnight to be exact. We should probably get back to the cabin, I don’t want you getting too cold. We are only in our swim clothes after all.” My eyes widen upon hearing that, and I quickly grab his hand as I begin running towards the cabin. “I didn’t realize it was that late already! I still have another surprise for you!!!” I yell out as he’s following suit behind me. “Baby, you don’t need to risk rushing back home just to show me, it can wait, my love!”
“But then it would be a late birthday present surprise!!”
“Amora, it won’t be late, I promise! It will be just fine! I just don’t want you to risk getting yourself hurt!” But as we reached the top of a hill to go down again, I ended up tripping over something and ended up tumbling down. Luckily, I was able to get myself to land on my side and rolled down towards the bottom. “Amora!!” I hear him shout, but I rolled off a small bank and into the freezing cold water! But my laughter never ceased, even as I quickly stood myself up, letting out a small scream from the sudden coldness, but I still continued to laugh.
I heard Adrian continue to call out for me, and he soon appeared at the top of the bank. I saw he was absolutely scared for me, but I couldn’t stop from laughing. “Amora, are you alright?!” He frantically asks. “Y-yes, I am perfectly fine!” I say in between fits of laughter. He holds out a hand for me to take, and I tightly hold on as he pulls me out of the water. As he pulls me up, we ended up falling backwards with me on top of him, and he lets out a loud gasp as he feels just how cold I am.
“Amora, you are absolutely freezing!” He says as I continue to laugh. “Amora Crevan, don’t you ever scare me like that again, you hear me?!” He shouts, and my laughing begins to cease as I look down at him with adoration. “Adrian… You… You called me Amora Crevan!” I say with admiration, and he suddenly smiles. “Well of course, my dear. We are married, are we not?” He teases as he brings his hands up to cup my face. “Well yes but… I figured it would take a bit of time for both of us to get used to me having your last name.” I admit sheepishly.
“Nonsense, my love. I’ve been waiting ever so patiently for this day to come. And now that it’s here, you are now my wife. My greatest love, Amora… Crevan.” He smiles so brightly. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“You know… It’s a good thing that you are so warm right now.” I state in a matter-of-fact tone. “Yes, speaking of which, we really need to get you back and warmed up quickly. Before baby gets too cold as well.” He gives me a gentle kiss before I get off him, and he carries me back to the house.
But little did either of us know, we were being watched the whole time from someone off in the distance.
