If It Is You[✔]

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Winter langsung membalikkan badannya saat pandangannya bertemu dengan Karina yang menatapnya. Karina tidak boleh tau jika dia melihat semuanya.

"Win," lirih Ryujin

"Kamu mau ke toilet kan? Ayo, aku temenin!" ujar Winter lalu berjalan mendahului Ryujin

"Winter kenapa?" tanya Chaeryeong

"Ck, tau ah!" desis Ryujin yang menahan rasa kesalnya dan kemudian menyusul Winter.

"Lah, kok ngamuk sih?"

Ini memang bukan salahnya tapi tetap saja Ryujin merasa bersalah, harusnya tadi dia menahan Yuri yang menarik Winter untuk ikut bergabung dengan yang lainnya.

"Win..."

"Aku nungguin di luar aja ya, Jin. Aku bawa minuman soalnya," potong Winter.

Ryujin mendesah kecil sebelum akhirnya mengangguk dan masuk ke dalam toilet padahal dia hanya berbohong saja soal dirinya yang ingin ke toilet.

Winter bersandar di dinding sebelah pintu masuk toilet sambil menatap botol minuman di tangannya. Apa dia harus tetap memberikan minuman ini pada Karina?

"Win, udah! Ayo ke panggung, lo masih harus tampil kan?" ucap Ryujin setelah keluar dari toilet.

"Jin, kamu mau gantiin aku nyanyi ngga?"

"Ya kali gue gantiin lo nyanyi, gue aja ngga hapal lagunya. Udah ah, ayo buruan!"

Winter pasrah saat Ryujin menarik dirinya. Rasanya dia ingin pulang saja dan berbaring di kasur kesayangannya.

"Win, dari mana aja? Kak Nakyung nyariin lo dari tadi!" jerit Yuri

"Dari toilet. Nih, jagain anaknya! Minumannya biar gue yang kasih, buat kak Karina kan?" tekas Ryujin lalu pergi meninggalkan keempat orang yang sebentar lagi tampil ini.

"Lo baik-baik aja, Win? Kalau kurang sehat istrahat aja ngga apa-apa, biar gue, Beomgyu sama Yuri aja yang tampil lagian ini kan bukan acara formal juga," ujar Chenle

"Ngga apa-apa, ayo lanjut aja," tolak Winter

"Serius nih?" Winter mengangguk yakin walau sebenarnya dia tidak yakin bisa tampil bagus nanti saat di atas panggung.

Akhirnya mereka berempat naik ke atas panggung, dari atas sini Winter bisa melihat Ryujin yang memberikan minuman yang di belinya tadi di kasih ke Karina.

"Udah siap ya?" bisik Chenle yang kemudian di angguki oleh ketiga temannya.

"Fokus Winter! Fokus! Ini demi club juga biar di nilai bagus sama orang-orang yayasan sekolah!"

Winter menghembuskan nafasnya pelan lalu mengangguk memberikan kode pada Chenle untuk memulai penampilan mereka.

(Chenle)
Aren't you somethin' to admire,
'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I cant help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine

(Beomgyu)
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallel out on the other side

(Winter)
'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you theres no place we couldn't go

(Yuri)
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through you just gotta be strong

(Chenle & Winter)
'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space, but now you're home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

(All)
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now its clear as this promise
That were making two reflections into one
'Cause its like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

(Beomgyu)
Aren't you somethin, an original
'Cause it doesn't seem really as simple
And I cant help but stare cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
Ooh I cant ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time whoah

(Yuri)
'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you theres no place we couldn't go

(Winter)
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through you just gotta be strong

(Beomgyu & Yuri)
'Cause I dont wanna lose you now
I'm lookin right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Theres a space, but now youre home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

(All)
Oh it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now its clear as this promise
That were making two reflections into one
'Cause its like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

(Winter & Yuri)
Yesterday is history whoa oh
And tomorrows a mystery, mystery ey
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me yeah

(All)
Keep your eyes on me

(Chenle & Winter)
'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
There's a space, and now you're home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along oh

(All)
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now its clear as this promise
That were making two reflections into one
'Cause its like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me oh

(Yuri)
Show me how to fight for now (oh)

(Winter)
'Cause I don't wanna lose you now (oh)

(All)
It's like you're my mirror

Entah kenapa lagu ini malah menggambarkan keadaan Winter sekarang. Tolong ingatkan Winter untuk tidak menangis saat ini juga karena mereka masih berada di atas panggung.

"Suaranya Winter bagus banget, ngga heran sih lo sama yang lain nyatuin mereka berempat, soalnya harmonisasinya dapat banget," seru Yeji sambil menoel Lia dan Nakyung

"Suaranya Winter khas banget, gue aja suka," ucap Chaewon

"Tadi dia nangis ngga sih?" sahut Karina yang tiba-tiba saja menanyakan pertanyaan random

"Ngga ah, kalau dia nangis mungkin karna lagunya di hayati banget. Mia aja hampir nangis tuh," jawab Shuhua

"Apaan? Siapa yang nangis? Sembarangan!" protes Mia

"Hampir nangis anjir, yang bilang lo nangis siapa?" desis Shuhua

"Ayo ribut, aku ngga suka kalian akur!" sorak Seoyeon.

Bener ngga sih Winter nangis?

Sementara di belakang panggung setelah menyelesaikan lagu terakhir mereka, Chenle, Beomgyu dan Yuri di buat kaget + bingung karena Winter yang tiba-tiba saja meringkuk dan menangis tanpa suara, hanya ada isakan-isakan kecil yang bisa mereka dengar, kedua bahunya naik turun seiring dengan tangisannya yang terus keluar dan tidak mau berhenti.

Kenapa sesusah ini untuk menyukai seseorang?

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