Euphoria | BTS (Bangtan Sonyeondan)

"I Don't Give Up Easily..."

I open my eyes as I feel his warm lips leave mine. It's jarring; not feeling his body near me leave me feeling cold and alone. I look up to him and he's wearing a smirk on his face. My eyes are wide and I'm internally freaking out. He stands straight up and looks directly at Namjoon, Jin and Hobi; they're all in disbelief.

"What?" Jungkook says, shrugging at them.

"Ummm...well, when you told us last night how you felt about Eleanor, we didn't know it was at this point yet", Namjoon looks at him, confused but slightly teasingly.

Wait... had I understood that correctly? Jungkook has already spoken to the members about us? I mean, I wasn't even sure what the hell was going on between us but he had already pulled them aside to discuss it? I was confused and caught off guard.

"Oh. Yeah. It's pretty much here" he says and waves his fingers back and forth between us.

I jolt my head up and look toward the guys. They look at me with soft and understanding faces.

"I..." I begin to say, bowing my head down toward them, looking at my hands and feeling the deep crimson blush rush to my cheeks.

"El, you don't have to say anything", Namjoon says to me. "Jungkook pulled us aside last night and let us know that he had developed some feelings for you and that you had shown similar interest". He places his hand on my shoulder reassuringly.

"What I will say is that you guys need to be extremely careful. Management and Staffs will not be okay with this. We are more understanding but it still affects us. We need you to be very discreet until the end of your contract. After that, it's up to you what you guys want to do", He continues.

I look around the room and see that Taehyung, Jimin, Jin, and Hobi are all nodding their heads in agreement. I feel like a slight weight has been lifted. I look over at Yoongi, he's still starting at me; still in disbelief.

"I didn't know. I must have already left to my room when this conversation happened" he tells me. He doesn't look exactly happy. His reaction isn't the same as the other guys. He looks at me deeply, stands up from his chair and walks out of the room.

My initial reaction is to get up and follow him. He's my friend; this is his band. I don't want to do anything that he feels would put him or his career in jeopardy. So I push Jungkook aside and follow Yoongi out of the room. I hear JK call after me but I don't pay him any mind. The only thing I'm worried about is Suga and clearing this up with him.

God, what did I get myself into? 48 hours on the job and I've already royally fucked up.

"Yoongi," I call after him. He's walking steadily down the hall ahead of me. "Please wait..."

He stops and turns to face me. I try and read his face and I just can't quite grasp what he's thinking. I literally just broke down the barrier with this man, the last thing I want to do is have it be awkward and messed up. I've also made up my mind that if any member has any issues with this "thing" (whatever the fuck it is because I don't even know), i'll end it. I will not be the reason why brothers are fighting.

He looks at me and I can see his eyes softening a little bit.

"Come this way," he tells me and he waves his arm in front of him, leading toward the door to another room. We walk in and it's pitch black. He turns on the lights behind me and I see a small room with two love chairs and a coffee table. I walk toward one of the chairs and sit as Yoongi does the same. My hands start to sweat and my legs start to straight up bounce. Yoongi sits next to me, on the other seat, leans his arms forward onto his legs and looks up to me.

"Yoongi... I'm sorry'" I start. "If this upsets you; if you don't agree with it even slightly, I will end it. I respect you all so much and I would never want to do something that would hurt you professionally or personally" I ramble on at him.