Euphoria | BTS (Bangtan Sonyeondan)

"You Erode All My Edges and Make Me a Love..."

A/N: Happy Birthday Kim Seokjin and Happy Birthday Eleanor. I hope you enjoy this ultra sappy birthday chapter. <3

I jolt up from the bed and scream. It's pain unlike anything I've ever felt in my life. It feels like someone is stabbing in me in the stomach, my arms wrap around my torso trying to force the pain out. I'm in a cold sweat and feel like I can't catch my breath and tears are streaming down my face. I can hear Seokjin next to me, I can hear his voice but I can't see him; everything is blurry and I can't make anything out. I hear him practically screaming, asking me to look at him but I can't. I can't see anything. I can't speak. I can't move.

I see the room brighten and see shadows moving around me. I can hear them. I can hear Namjoon's deep voice asking me what's wrong. I hear Jimin's voice, a scared whine just saying my name. I hear Jungkook, desperate and angry shouting at them to do something while Hoseok tries to calm him down. I can hear Taehyung asking Seokjin questions. Yoongi... I can't hear him but I can feel him. I feel his touch, his hand on my face, his breathe on my skin. I know it's him and I try to say something to him but nothing comes out.

"We need to do something! She's in so much pain," Jimin's voice pierces through.

"Dr. Kang is on her way. She said she's rushing here as fast as she can," I hear Namjoon shout.

"Tell her to hurry the fuck up!" Jungkook yells.

"Someone tell me what happened," Taehyung's voice booms.

"We need to all stay calm, this isn't helping," Hoseok's voice of reason tried to get everyone to relax.

"Please, please, please..." Seokjin pleads.

"Noona, please, please, look at me, talk to me" I feel Yoongi's hands on my face but he's just a blurry shape. I feel my tears on my face like fire burning on my skin. I try and focus on my feet touching the cold floor but I can't; I can only focus on the pain that has me doubled down in pain.

"What happened?" I hear a voice say and I know it's Sejin. Then I don't understand them anymore; yelling and screaming in Korean at each other. I wish I could speak and tell them not to be scared; I'll be okay but my voice is no where to be found. I feel hands on my back, rubbing back and forth while I'm leaned over my legs, gasping, trying to catch my breath from this pain.

'Yoongi... help me please' I scream in my mind but it's useless, he can't hear me. Tears continue to stream down my face, the pain is imaginable. What is happening to me? Everything goes black and I can no longer hear, can no longer see. It's just black.

Moments later, I hear her voice, Dr. Kang. It's much quieter now, I don't hear any chaos behind her, just her soothing voice. I open my eyes and can see her, standing next to me but I'm not home. It's white, so white all over, and the lights are so bright.

"Dr. Kang?" I say and her head snaps to me immediately.

"Eleanor! Hi darling, how are you feeling?" She asks me as she places her hand in mine. I look down and see there's an IV placed in my arm. I'm at a hospital; I see now.

"I feel like my head is about to explode," I tell her. "What happened?" I ask.

"From what I've gathered, you've had a headache for over a week that really started peaking a few days ago. Then tonight, Seokjin says you woke up screaming in pain; you weren't responding to anyone or any stimuli and then you seemed to have passed out, from the pain I presume," she adds. "We have run a whole panel of blood work and are getting you in for an ultrasound and MRI in the next few minutes to figure out what could be going on. Your blood work from your appointment last week all came back normal so I'm not quite sure what changed," she says to me. "We've got you on some pretty intense pain killers and it seems to be the only thing that's keeping you comfortable," she finishes.