"My heart is divided in 7 pieces and each of those pieces make me whole. Right here, in this very moment, nothing else fucking matters. The jealousy, the trauma, the drama, none of it means anything because you 7 are the only thing I need in life an...
"Jimin.. Jimin... ugh... JIMIN," I say to him in between him kissing me like a madman.
His lips leave a trail of fire on my face and neck. It's not that I don't want this but all I can think about is Jungkook and Yoongi. I can't do this, whether it's okay or not.
"Noona..." he whispers into my ear and the goosebumps cover my skin. I hate how good he feels. I hate that I'm having these reactions to him. I hate that I want him to take my against the wall and fuck me until I'm unconscious.
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"Jimin, we have to stop," I tell him as I push away from him slightly. I interlace my fingers with his so that he doesn't feel rejected.
I hear him sigh and then look at his face and see he's pouting.
"Jimin, it's not that I don't want to," I tell him as I run my thumb across his cheek.
"So then why don't you?" He says, speaking in pout. He knows I can't resist when he does that.
"Jimin... I love you, so much. But I'm IN LOVE with JK and Yoongi and I need to be respectful of them and their feelings. You get that, right?" I ask him, sweetly, being mindful of his heart.
"Yes. I get it...." He tells me, looking down at our hands.
"I'm jealous of them..." he tells me.
"But why? I'm still here, I'm still your friend. I still love you," I tell him.
"Because I've never had a kiss feel this way, " he says to me as I see a blush creep onto his cheeks.
"Jimin, that kiss was incredible and the whole reason I agreed to kiss you again, was to see if maybe it was a one time thing or if what we felt was something real," I tell him.
"And? What did you think?" He says bringing his big eyes up to mine, his lips full and beautiful from kissing me.
"I think there could be something there... but I don't think I'm ready and don't know if I'll ever be ready to take it any further. I have so much fun with you but can we just take it day by day? Can we just continue to be friends and if something happens naturally, we will cross that bridge when we get there? Let's not jump into anything because we liked kissing each other. I will talk to Yoongi and Jungkook about it because my relationships with them are at a point where things like this need to be discussed, but let's just stay the way we are, and if we happen to kiss eachother again, that's okay," I tell him.
He looks up at me and smiles. I smile back at him and bring my hands back up to his face.
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