Euphoria | BTS (Bangtan Sonyeondan)

"Please, Just Hang In There..."

Shit. Shit. Shit. I'm sitting in the closet of Yoongi's room as I hear him conversing with his mother. I feel like I'm in high school, hiding from my boyfriends mother when I'm not supposed to be with him. They converse in Korean and I'm getting the main idea of the conversation; she wanted to make sure he was ready for tomorrow so when her plane landed, she came straight here . I left my phone on the bed in the chaos and so now I'm stuck in here until I don't know when.

A few moments pass and I hear them leave the room. I exhale in relief but stay in my spot until I hear the door open again and I tense up as I hear the footsteps come closer to me. I bring my legs closer to my body and close my eyes, thinking that somehow it will make me invisible. I feel the coats pulled back and I'm exposed to the soft light from the closet. I feel hands come down onto my knees and open my eyes to see Seokjin standing in front of me.

"You okay?" He asks me as he grabs my hands and pulls me up to my feet.

"Yeah, I'm fine," I tell him. He pulls me into his chest and holds me tight.

"You want to come stay with me?" He ask me as I nod at him. I feel a little sad. Tonight was going to be the last night Yoongi and I would have together for a little while and now we don't get to have that. Oh well, I guess.

"They took Mrs. Min to the kitchen to get tea so we will sneak through the hallway okay? I'll go through and check the hall and then we will walk over, " he says. We walk out of the closet back into Yoongi's room. He sneaks his head out to the hall, notices that the coast is clear and grabs my hand and leads us back to his room."Wait here for me, okay? I'm going to go get your pain medication and I'll be back," he tells men as he turns around to head out of the door. I'm glad he thought of that because now that I'm sitting here, I realize I need to take it.

A few moments later he comes back and hands me my medication and a glass of water. I take it and he places the cup on his dresser. He heads toward the bed and lifts the comforter and motions for me to climb in. I look at him and smile. I put my hands on the hem of the hoodie I'm wearing and pull it up over my head, I see his eyes go wide at the sight of my soft pink lace bra. I toss aside the hoodie and then hook my thumbs on the waistband of my sweatpants and pull them down and toss them to where I left my hoodie.

I take a step toward him and bring my hands to his tshirt and pull it up and over his head. I'm not trying to start anything, I just really want to feel him against me, be comforted by the warmth of his skin and the way his touch feels like absolute fire against mine. I grab his hand and lead us to the bed and get into the bed and wait for him to climb in behind me. As soon as he lays down and stretches his arm out, I lay my head on his chest as he pulls me in close to him. I breathe him in, just happy to have his arms around me. He strokes my hair as he rests his head on the top of mine.

"You feeling okay?" He asks me.

"I'm good," I tell him.

"Mmmmmm" he moans out. "I got you another present but I'll give it to you tomorrow, okay?" He tells me.

"Jinnie, you didn't need to do that," I tell him. I hear him let out a scoff as he laughs slightly.

"It's more for me than it is for you, honestly" he tells me. I smile into his chest as I place a kiss on to his smooth skin.

"I love you," I say to him.

"I love you, jagiya," he tells me. He squeezes me tighter onto his chest and I let my eyes close and succumb to myself to the fatigue that's taken over my body.

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I feel fingers graze my arm lightly as goosebumps erupt over my body. My eyes open to see Seokjin's face directly in front of me and he's completely knocked out. I turn my body around to see Yoongi laying behind me on Seokjin's bed. I look at the clock on the side table and see that it's 3:00 am. I turn to face him.