Meet my Terror Love Tutor ( COMPLETED)

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Third person' s POV

Ginagawa niya lahat ng sabihin sa kaniya. Halos ang matulog nga ay hindi na niya magawa. Tinitiis ang bawat gawain dahil sa pangakong gustong mangyari.

Alam niyang nauubusan na siya ng oras, nahihirapan na rin siyang pigilin ang sarili niya. Gusto na niyang makabalik sa mundong ginagalawan niya, gusto na niyang makasama ang babaeng pinakamamahal niya.

"Dude! Ang tagal mo nang nawawala." Tumango-tango nalang siya dito dahil alam niyang totoo.

"Can l do something about it!? For pete's sake! Alam ng buong pamilya ang paghihirap ko but the feeling is shit! Wala silang ginagawa!" Galit na sabi nito at napasandal nalang sa sandalan ng inuupuan.

"Jay! Hindi ka naman ganyan e! Ano! Hanggang ngayon ba 'stick to the plan" ka pa rin? Pare! Nakakalimutan ka na!" Alam ni Cliff na masama ang ginagawa niya para sa relasyon nila ni Ina pero wala siyang magagaqa dahil naniniwala pa rin siya na may dahilan nga naman ang lahat.

Napahawak nalang si Jay sa batok niya at napapikin, halatang di na niya alam ang gagawin..

"Alam ko jay, hindi siya sasaya kapag nakita ka niya sa ganyang kalagayan."

"Argh! Shit! Shit! Shit! Ang sarap nalang mamatay!" Sabay suntok ni Jay sa upuan niya.

"Tsk! Tanga ka na ba talaga ngayon? Kapag ginawa mo yun mas lalo mo lang pinatunayan kay Tia na hindi ka karapat dapat sa kaniya!"

"Then tell me what should I do!"

"Come back. And face the true challenge Jay, dahil aminin man natin o hindi, ang taong sobra kung magpamiss, nakakalimutan nalang."

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Jay's PoV

I opened my lamp shade and check the clock, it's almost 2 am but still here l am wide awake.

I just cant keep it, but l am literally bothered on what Cliff said a while ago. The heck! Tia? My girl? Will ever forget me? Heck no!

Aurgh! I hate myself for becoming this idiot, l just close my eyes and listen to my own voiceless spirit, a deep breath comes out on me when I realize that it's not impossible.. It's not impossible if she'll forget me. Who am I by the way? Tsk! Im just a shit and idiot person that act like shit way back then, I am the one who made her life miserable and cause her so much pain, the one who said will not let her cry, but the one who hurt her a lot. Such poor me. Shit.

I massage my foreheas when l hear someone at my door.

"Son?"

I close my fist. I dont know if it normal but I dont feel anything for her, she's the one who put me here in the first place. She interfere my plan.

"Come in." I just said plainly. As much as possible, l dont want to be rude. She's still my mother after all.

"Son, how are you?"

I immedietly open my eyes and give her a disgusting look.

Yes, I dont want to be rude but sorry she just asked me the most stupid question of all time.

"Why mom, do you care?"

With that her eyes become teary. But for the first time, l felt nothing.

"Son, this is for you. It's always been for you!"

I take my look away and calm myself.

"She did nothing good to you! There is a lot better that her!she's no--" ---"ENOUGH!"

I can sense that she's shock but I will not let anyone decsribe my girl the way she said.

"What do you know mom! What do you know! You'll never understand! Daddy never leaves you! You'll never understand!"

"Son! I understand! Alam kong mahirap! Pero para sayo rin to. You will build better impression sa ating line age! You wil--"

I close my eyes intensely and face her.

"Fuck this manipulated line age!! You understand me,huh!? Mom! The pain is already killing me! I am already devasteted here! Did when you ever check on my opinion? Did when you EVER check on my feelings? You never did! Then now you'll tell me you understand me?"

I close my eyes again when I feel head ache. But I will not going to stop this, it's my time to speak out.

"...mom, do you know how it's feels? everytime I saw my girl happy with another guy? It feels like ... IM DYING."

I sat down at the floor and burst out in tears. at this moment, I didnt care if mom saw me this miserable, I will just show her WHAT SHE DID TO ME.

I wept my tears and put my hands on my head, "Im not perfect for whoever's sake!"

I took all the courage and I lay on knees.

"Ma. Ayoko na. Parang awa niyo na. Hayaan niyo na kaming lumigaya."

And everything went black.