One Time Mistake (All I Wanted book 2) Sakusa K. X OC Fanfiction (ONGOING)

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⚠️TW: SLIGHT MENTIONS OF SENSITIVE CONTENT!!⚠️

THIRD PERSON POINT OF VIEW

"Misa, what do you think of having children?"

The brunette peered over the windows from the 9th story of her friend's apartment as she pondered over that question. A cup of tea in hand, she brought it up to her lips while Tomoe patiently waited for a reply.

Children huh? She thought, puckering her lips. She unnoticeably frowned, letting a wave of memories flash over her. Kids. She knew she was good with them, but never knew what it feels like to be a mother of one — rather, having enough experience when she got the chance.

"Are you and Sai having kids soon?" She asked the auburn-haired woman.

"We're not sure," Tomoe replied, "maybe in a year or so. We still want to have time just the two of us before we have little ones running around."

"I see. Then, I think kids are a handful."

"You think I'd be a good mother?"

"You already are one to me." The brunette chuckled.

"But I think you'd be a great mother, Misa."

You really think so? A heavy sigh escaped Misaki's lips while she fiddled with her fingers nervously, replaying the words her therapist told her days ago that kept her thinking every night. She hated how someone else — someone she barely knew — had to know her past. She hated how she narrated her past all over again, yet she knew that there were just people who wanted to help her and she was too stubborn to realize all of that.

But, it is what it is. She thought.

"You can't say that!" Misaki laughed. "I don't even have a boyfriend and you already think I can be a mother? If anything, you'd be a great mother, a strict one I guess, but overall you're going to be great."

"I hope so."

"You'll be moving into your new house once it's finished in two months, right?"

Tomoe nodded, turning to her friend with a worried look in her eyes that made Misaki flash her a quizzical look. "Don't think I'll forget, Misa." Her voice sounded serious.

"What? What is it that you won't forget?" Misaki tilted her head in confusion.

"That you attempted suicide, Misa. We were all so worried." Tomoe fumed. "FUCK! If you have something on your mind you know you can always tell me, right? RIGHT?! NĒ MISA, R-right?"

Said woman watched tears slowly build up in her bestfriend's eyes; her voice breaking as she rose from her seat while she looked at her with frustration and worry. Misaki couldn't help but feel guilty that she has once again dragged people into her own problems.

With a dry chuckle, she moved from the sofa and sat on the arm chair to drape her arm around Tomoe's shoulder, caressing back softly as she rested her cheek ontop of her head.

"I'm sorry for worrying you." Misaki said. "I promise I won't do it again. I was just...I just had alot on my mind lately..."

Tomoe wiped her eyes hastily, turning to Misaki with furrowed eyebrows. "Promise me that you'd come to me!"

"I—"

"I don't care if I'm busy, or having my own life with Sai...you're still my bestfriend. Promise me, Misa. I-I'm here you know, me and Sai both...Komori, Atsumu...heck! You have no idea how Sakusa immediately rushed to the hospital at 2:00 AM despite his phobia just to see you!"