Who Knew Rugby Could Be So Complicated?

Boys

Luckily, Charly and Ellis did the night feeds for me as all three decided to wake up at the same time. I did drag myself out of bed but Charly ushered me to bed. Surprisingly I didnt have a hangover.

The boys stayed in the garage, or man cave should I say, most the day. Owen was being overly nice to me but I didnt question it. "What's up with him today?" Charly laughed, Abbi gave me the mum look "what's happened now?" Charly sighed. I explained the events of the night before. "What the hell, get him in here now and interrogate him" Charly fired up. Luckily, Elliot started crying before she could continue.

I pulled my phone out and called Owen "can you sort the bottles out please?" He agreed and came in. He handed me one bottle and went to grab Alex, Abbi stopped him. "Its alright I've got it" she held her hand out for the bottle. He was taken back but handed it over and rushed out the room.

"I cant believe he lied! Like I dont care what happened with the Bimbo but just tell me" I snapped "like I'm feeling insecure enough as it is, I've got excess skin, I'm sleep deprived and I'm feeling horrible and he goes and lies to my face. Then tells me another day I have nothing to be insecure about?" I whined so much about it. "I think you just confront him about it?" Charly suggested "do you think mummy should ask daddy what he was doing? Yes? Me too" Abbi spoke to Alex like he knew anything she was talking about.

The girls left, leaving me with my boys. "Owen?" "Yes baby" he popped his head in the living room "can we talk about last night?" He raised one eyebrow at me, but I patted the sofa. Luckily Ollie was playing in his room. He joined me and I let out a big sigh.

"Why were you really outside last night?" "I told you I needed some air, why were you hiding in a Bush with Abbi?" He narrowed his eyes and I could sense the annoyance in his voice "because we heard you, going for a walk" i used my hands to make quotation signs and his eyes immediately widened. "What did you hear?" "Doesnt matter what I heard, you bare face lied to me" he looked down at his hands. "I know, I didnt want you to be upset"

I couldnt deal with this lying to protect you business. "I heard it anyway Owen, so not only I was shocked at what I heard I was fuming that you lied to my face" he nodded "Holly and Ben are not working, she said shes never stopped loving me" I shrugged "and you said you loved her more than life itself" I folded my arms if I didnt stay angry I would have a breakdown. "LoveD" he emphasised the d "I love you Amelia, yes i loveD her she was my first love. But I found the one I want to spend my life with. You've gave me two beautiful baby boys and maybe another one soon" he winked "I lied to you because there was nothing to tell you, I shut her down straight away and then she left" I started to understand.

"I know Holly doesnt like me, I'm not stupid and clearly the reason is because she cant bare to see you happy with anyone else. She hates the fact Ollie comes to me for everything and not her. It should be her doing the things we do " I held his hands in mine, I honestly dont know how i stayed calm through this. Motherhood for you. "Amelia, even if we hadnt separated I would have got the same feeling for you. I never had this feeling with Holly what I have with you. I still relive that memory in my head, when you turned around nothing else in the world mattered all I could focus on is you. I had the butterflies when I seen you on the pitch before you coached Ollie but I thought it was nerves for Ollie but it wasnt. When you won the world cup and you waved at Ollie, I knew right then that You are my Meredith" we locked eyes and the same nerves I had when we first kissed came flooding back.

"You are my Derek" the butterflies were doing back flips in my stomach. I lost myself in the moment until the twins both started crying at the same time. "Bloody kids" Owen rolled his eyes playfully "you wouldnt change them" he shook his head we both picked on up each "just their timing on their arrival" I slapped Owen's arm "it was bound to happen, it's either that or during a conference" "can you imagine? The paparazzi would have a field day" we both laughed and some how the twins both fell back asleep.

Owen lied down on the couch and I put both the twins on his chest, one shoulder for one twin. "Why were they crying?" Ollie appeared out of no where "just wanted a cuddle" "oh" Ollie muttered and joined Owen on the couch. Lying below the twins on Owen's stomach. I sneakily took a photo.

I uploaded it to Instagram captioned 'my boys 💕' the world hasnt met the twins yet so I was expecting my phone to blow up. I didnt even lock my phone and I had a notification already 'HollyFarrell liked your post' I honestly dont know why she never changed her name on there but the post hasnt been up for more than a minute and shes the first one to like it?

My phone buzzed again "Dont forget Ollie's not yours"