Who Knew Rugby Could Be So Complicated?

Seriously?

We got back to Ben's house and I threw myself on the sofa. "How much have you had to drink?" Ellis laughed at me. "Not enough! Sorry about that you didnt need to see that" everyone agreed it probably was the right thing to do. If they cant handle you at your 2007 Britney they dont deserve you at your world cup winning days.

We all squeezed on the Sofa I was in between Ellis and Ben as they curled up with Charly and Abbi. Luckily it was a big enough sofa for all of us. I was happy with my Pink Gin and popcorn. Who knew a house of two rugby lads had Pink Gin. Talk about 5th wheel, but the only relationship I need is with food and alcohol. The front door flew open, revealing a very pissed Owen. "Why are you barging in here? Get out!" I screamed. "Owen come on man, I think you should leave!" Ellis tried to push him out the front door, but of course that didnt work. Even though Ellis was stronger than Owen, ellis didnt really put up a fight.

"No I'm not going anywhere til I speak to her" he pointed his finger at me. "Her has a name" I sprung up from the couch throwing the popcorn everywhere and slamming my drink down nearly spilling it. "And tell me what the hell do YOU want?" I emphasised on the you and mimicked his finger pointing. I stood in front of him. I clenched my fists. How angry he looked kind of scared me, but the alcohol made me fearless. The girls just stood there behind me not knowing what to do. An ery silence filled the room.

Owen stepped closer to me closing any gap we had between or bodies. I tried to step back but his arm had prevented me to go anywhere. He crashed his lips onto mine. I was shocked I didnt know what to do. The girls cooed in the background. I started to kiss back, then anger consumed my body again. I pushed him back as hard as I could. "What the hell is wrong with you? Leave me alone" He tried to hold me again. This time I stormed up to my temporary room.

"Amelia, please can we talk?" He pleaded so much as he was hot on my tail. "What's there to say Owen? I've gone through hell. I tried to text you every step of the way. I'm living with Ben and Ellis because I cant go home. You wasnt there for me" I started to breakdown and cry again. That's all I've been doing lately crying. So pathetic. "I know you cant forgive me! I had some family issues too. That's why my sisters staying with me!" I immediately stopped crying and looked up to him "we could of been there for each other" he nodded.

Owen wiped away any tears that had formed in his eyes. "I'm sorry for not being there" "I honestly still do not forgive you. I needed you. You could have text me back or answered my calls. Just told me you were really busy it takes 30 seconds to text. I didnt even know if you were still alive. Then all I seen was a picture of you and who I now know to be your sister on instagram. I felt invisible. You said nothing would change" he kept trying to apologise. "I dont know where we go from here Owen" "I want to pick up where we left off" I laughed so hard. "Not possible. My world has been turned upside down" I showed him the texts.

He held me while we both cried. It felt so safe in his arms. "Sorted?" Ben walked in. I shrugged Owen nodded. "Make up your mind" Ben rolled his eyes. We both stayed silent. "Come get a beer with me Farrell and I'll send the girls up" we both nodded. Owen kissed my forehead and left the room. Within seconds the girls came up and jumped on the bed next to me.

"Just forgive him, but make him work for it" "or take him back and start fresh" "hmm forgive him, but tell him it's like you've met for the first time again" "forgive him, take him back but put him on a sex ban for like 6 months" the girls kept taking it in turns to give me suggestions. It was like a tennis match, Charly would talk then Abbi would talk. My head would move side to side as each one spoke, leaving me a bit disorientated.

I finally pulled myself together and jumped up in front of the girls as they scooted together "I love him way more than I loved Harry. But he wasnt there. But he had issues himself. But he could of text me he had time to put an instagram post up" when I stopped rambling and took a deep breathe. I realised what I said. The girls were just in shock and had no words.

"I'm in love with Owen Farrell" I screamed it like no one else was around. Then immediately shut up when I realised he was in the house.

"Seriously?" He appeared at the door.