Who Knew Rugby Could Be So Complicated?

Finally Happy

The nightmares finally stopped and I was finally released from therapy. I got back to training as soon as I was signed off from the doctor, I felt stronger and more determine than ever. Everyone seemed to let us be at the moment, no drama for a change. The boys started their mini rugby sessions, which Owen still does as he enjoys it way too much and wont let me back, I started coaching the under 18's girls.

"Babe you coming, were going to be late" I was rushing round getting the twins ready I forgot to get myself ready. I cant believe its Ollie's leaving performance, it's gone way too quick

My hair up in a messy bun, jeans, nice top and boots. That will do, I walked down to Owen who was in a shirt and jeans. "Well take the car just incase these two fall asleep" the performance was in the evening so I guarantee I will have two sleepy six year olds.

The performance was adorable they did a brand new story which the teacher wrote all about their journeys through school. Of course Ollie and a few of the others had a rugby themed scene. "Well done buddy" I ruffled Ollie's hair.

"Amelia wait" I knew that voice way too well. I turned to face the blonde haired woman "Holly what do you want" Owen rolled his eyes "I wanted to apologise for everything I've put you guys through" I stood their shocked and so did Owen. "You raised my little boy for me and if it wasnt for you he probably wouldnt have turned out as great as he has. So I only have to thank you, plus I've heard about you're journey through hell and back." I had no words for her "you deserve better!I just hope we can put the past behind us and start fresh" I nodded slowly at her and she wrapped her arms around me and walked back to her car.  "Did I just imagine that?" Me and Owen just didnt have any words.

The weeks kept flying by and it was becoming closer to the world cup. "Owen?" Ollie was at Holly's and the twins were at my mothers for the weekend, so it was just me and Owen. It's been a while since it was just us, the house was so quiet it was strange. He threw himself on the couch next to me "I think this will be my last world cup" he raised his eyebrow at me "I want to go into coaching full time and my coach is retiring so theres a position open" "you have to do it!" That solves that question.

"And..." I dragged out the and "what you after?" he laughed "I want another one" he looked very confused at me "baby" he froze. "You dont think we have enough?" I couldnt tell if he was annoyed "its completely up to you" not the answer I was looking for. He didnt say a lot else to me the rest of the evening.

I text the girls;
I just told Owen I want another baby now hes being weird.

A- you want another one? So do I!
C- Dont push him, you've been through a lot in the last few years. The twins gave you enough scares and he nearly lost you
A- Yeah true! You have to wait until after the world cup anyway! We performed terrible when you went off last time

Charly always came back with the smart mother answers, I hated that she was constantly right I replied back;
No way I'm missing this world cup anyway! We got to take the title back!

You wouldnt think they lived 5 minutes away with how much we spoke on a daily basis. Owen didnt say much else the rest of the night just watched whatever we put on the television.

"What's wrong?" I eyed Owen up? "Nothing" I gave him the mum look "just if we have another one, we risk the complications again and risk having another set of twins" he ran his hand through his hair "yeah I know, but my body's stronger than ever and im fitter than ever. As long as its twin girls I dont mind" I laughed. "I want as many babies as you'll give me but I dont want to loose you in the process" he held my hands. "I know, it's not happening yet I got a world cup to win first" he held me close.

"Remember, the first day you hugged me? When you got excited about London?" The flashback played in my mind, leaving me laughing to myself "remember the monster you left me on my neck?" Owen's face turned bright red "who would have thought we would be here now?" I shrugged "I know weve gone through hell and back but it's worth it" he kissed my head.

"Remember when you stormed in to Ben's house looking for me?" His eyes widened "after you fainted in front of the stadium?" I nodded "it doesnt feel like 9 years ago you took me for ice cream" we both laughed.

We sat reminiscing about the past, how I thought Elisha was his girlfriend, when he brought me the mercedes, when he proposed, the wedding. Everything. After Harry I didnt think I would ever find anyone. But no here comes Mr Owen Freaking Farrell and his charming good looks and his rugby skills. He flipped my world upside down and all because of Ollie.

Who knew rugby could be complicated?