Who Knew Rugby Could Be So Complicated?

Questions

Ben ran out the door so quick before I could even ask questions. Owen came down the stairs I was still in shock. "I'll take these upstairs tomorrow come and snuggle with me" I just looked at him in shock. "You told Ben to bring all my clothes here?" He flashed his famous smile. "Maybe you could stay here rather than Ben's?" I shook my head. "No, what about my car? Training? You would be gone most the week so I would be here on my own!" He hugged me like it would make me forget everything. "You can stay here majority of the time, I know you like your own space. When I'm home we get to spend all the time together. I've got a cleaner here so you wouldn't have to worry about anything and everyones only down the road anyway" I shrugged I still wasnt happy with the idea, I felt like I was this toy that gets passed around. I just want to go home.

He walked me in the living room and let me lie on him while we watched even more NCIS I was obsessed with it. Owen played it off like he wasnt bothered if we watch it or not. But I could tell he was starting to get really into it too. "Tomorrow I got to go kids coaching early, do you want me to take Oliver to rugby and then you grab him before I start my training?" He nodded "i think he would like it hes missed it so much" we cuddled for a while and didnt say much else to each other. I cant work out if I was annoyed or happy with the situation.

We kept saying one more episode then bed, until we got to midnight. Oliver was still fast asleep. We checked on him before getting into bed. Owen was quite comfortable to strip to his birthday suit but of course I wasnt. I got changed in the bathroom and then got into bed. "I think you would be a great mum one day Amelia" I was shocked. Why would he even bring that up. "The way you handled Oliver today was amazing and he always wants you no one else" I shrugged. "I'm the best you see" we both laughed. "Maybe hes took a liking to me? I give him a lot more attention than Holly does and i think shes very irritated at the moment and kids pick up on that" he nodded. "You are great with him and I don't think I could ask anyone to be a better coparent, you're too good. You're a great step mum already" he kissed my head and snuggled into me. The words step mum swam round my head.

"Amelia seriously though, would you ever have a child" wow this guy is moving quick. "You dont waste time do you?" He shook his head "I just dont want us to even start something if we aren't on the same page" "well one day, when I've had enough of rugby. Like I think I might go for another year or two then start coaching. I've won the rugby league, I've won the world cup. I think I've done what most rugby players aim to do already so I want to pass what I can on to the future generation. Plus I dont want to be an old mum" he was drifting off to sleep already. "As long as you dont want me to stop playing any time soon" I could tell he was serious but he hid it with a faint laugh "of course not why would I do that?" "Holly did" "I'm not holly I'm nothing like her" "I know baby" that sent shivers down my spine.

He kept asking me questions about my rugby future and how did I hoped it go. I was nearly falling asleep with all the questions. Like I'm not even his girlfriend and he wants to ask these questions already. Talk about jumping the gun.

How could I even know how tomorrow planned out never mind the future.