Who Knew Rugby Could Be So Complicated?

Hate you

I woke up with a worse hangover today then I did yesterday. Foolish mistake. We all got up and changed I threw some joggers and t-shirts at the girls. "Alright Agi Agatha" Charly laughed. I just groaned as I always did. I went downstairs and made us all our pre-workout protein shakes. The noise of the blender made my head feel like it was being cut in two.

We all got in my car, I probably shouldn't be driving but I'm defintely not running today. The music was quiet even with the girls moaning at how quiet it was. "What you going to do?" "You didnt text him back" "you didnt cover your mark" my hand slapped to my neck forgetting about that. I cursed. The girls laughed. "Coach is going to ask you 10000s of questions" the coach was always protective of us and wanted to know every little detail. He was more like a father to us.

A car came speeding towards us, overtaking all the cars. "Idiotic drivers" we all mumbled at the same time. Well mine was more of a scream. The Mercedes looked familiar. I couldn't pick out where from. My phone started going mental. Luckily the car told me when I got a text.
"Where are you?"
"Can we talk?"
"Please reply"
"You're not at home? Where have you gone?"
I rolled my eyes, not like it's any of his business. When i didnt answer the texts he tried ringing me. But I could not speak to him today. My mood took a turn for the worst and the girls knew not to mention anything else. I hate hangovers. Leaving a very silent car journey.
"Please tell me where you are, you haven't spoke to me and I'm worried. Your my best friend before all this feeling crap and I dont want to loose you. Just tell me you're ok" i screamed at the car "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" I composed myself it's not even been 24 hours.

Once we got to training, I stormed out the car with the girls hot on my trail "just take your anger out on the ball" "hes just worried" I was ready to have a breakdown and cry. Why is this so difficult? Before we started training the team had a group hug. This is what I needed my girls.

Training started and I let the stress energy push me harder. Only if I performed this way in games. Once group training was through we all got into our specialities. Obviously mine was kicking, Abbis was try scoring and Charlys was defence.

I started booting rugby balls over the posts, with my other fly half Lauren taking it in turn. She missed a lot more than me. She was still fairly new so I had to coach her a lot. The sound of the girls training silenced. I had my back towards them so I wasnt really paying attention. I did my final kick of the session. Boom straight down the middle. I ran my fingers through my hair and the moment I did that I was lifted into the air.

"I swear to god you best put me down right this instance" I had no idea who it was. I was kicking my legs trying to get out of the hold. The muscley arms hugged my body. My body nearly melted. The girls were laughing which irritated me even more. "Nice kick though" his voice instantly soothed my body. But I was still angry.

He let me go and I nearly dropped to the ground. I turned round with the angriest face. "I was trying to surprise you" he did his puppy eye look. I tried to keep the anger up but I couldnt stay mad at him. I slapped his arm, he acted like it hurt. "I hate you" he smirked "dont lie to yourself princess" urgh this guy is so infuriating. "What do you want?" I folded my arms waiting for his answer.

"To talk to you - you didnt reply I was worried. You always reply" I scoffed like he was lying. "We can go for ice cream let me get changed. I got to drop the girls back anyway" he nodded as I went to get changed.

I hate how he makes me feel - now I'm waiting for the questions in the changing room.