If It Is You (Y.Jw) [Sequel]

Argument (2)

I quietly opened the door to the dorm and slipped out of my shoes before walking straight to the kitchen where I could smell food.

"It's weird... we're suddenly one glass low," Sunghoon commented as he looked at the cabinet in front of him, "I swear we had eight yesterday and today we only had seven."

"Try and look in the dishwasher," Jay pointed out as he was cooking some food.

"What'cha cooking?" I questioned as I tried to look over his shoulder.

"Was it fun?" Jay immediately questioned and I nodded at him.

"Which one of the times was the live singing?" Sunghoon frowned over at me, "I couldn't hear."

"The last one," I pointed out and he hesitantly nodded at me.

"You need to eat real food," he commented making me frown over at him, "not CDs."

"Ey, stop being like that," I complained at him with a small laugh.

"Want food?" Jay questioned and I just shook my head.

"Eric gave me dinner," I waved it off and he nodded as I pulled off my jacket.

"Is it true you want to go home?" Sunghoon spoke up making me look to him in confussion.

"Niki sort of yelled it out after you had gone to the radio show," Jay admitted and I hesitantly nodded at him, "yelled for his Hyungs to come and just began complaining that you wanted to go home and thought we were better off without you. He even went as far as complaining who would decorate his next birthday cake if you wasn't here."

"He's beginning to get a flair for dramatics," I nodded at Jay, "I think he's spending too much time with Sunoo."

"And uhm... I might've figured out what happened with our glasses, and it's totally fine if you don't want to talk to him... but he's quite depressed right now," Jay pointed out and I just nodded at him.

"I think I'll just go wash up and go to bed," I stretched out my back before walking down towards the bedroom.

I walked straight in, ignoring the small depressing lump in Jungwon's bunk, as I just walked over and grabbed my pajamas from my bed.

"I don't get what is wrong with me hyung," Jungwon spoke up making me immediately look around in the other bunks, none of the other boys was in here, "I wanted to say that I loved the song, but I just was so mad and cold on the outside, and god I said so many stupid things and now she hates me. I always end up screwing up when I've just fixed everything else. I should be the one that left and went home, not her."

I glanced around the room before carefully moving over and looking down at him. He had his earbuds in, making me immediately search for his phone, that laid in his hand. I carefully reached over and pulled it out of his grip before hesitantly turning off the playlist. I was only hesitating because of the name of the playlist and the song that was currently playing. He had literally made a playlist with my name, and it was just full of songs I knew I had either mentioned to him, hummed or quietly sung to myself at any point. Most of them not even Korean or English. I looked down at him again, his back turned to me and he just stared into the wall with blank eyes.

"Why do I continue to ruin everything?" Jungwon muttered making me sigh and sit down on the edge of his bed and pause the song that was currently playing from his phone, and pulling out one earbud. Jungwon immediately turned and widened his eyes at me.

"Are you done now?" I questioned him making him immediately pull out the other earbud as I handed him his phone and other earbud back, "I don't want to hear it."