If It Is You (Y.Jw) [Sequel]

What Did You Do?

December 2021

"Look, if it's still bothering you that much, go talk about it,"Jay urged, making me just silently nod with a small hum, sitting in my own thoughts, "I'm serious. You can't go around like this in a relationship."

"But isn't it stupid of me to think it?" I questioned making him just stare at me for a few seconds before just blinking two times.

"I get why you think it's stupid of you to theorize about it, but honestly... I myself don't think he is capable of doing such a thing, but I think you need to go hear it from him to find peace in all of this. It's been bothering you for a year, and it shouldn't do that and it surely isn't something Jungwon-ie wants," Jay reminded making me just nod at him, "now go... last time I saw him he sat in his bed, doing homework."

"Okay..." I nodded slowly, "I'm still getting lunch, right?"

"Depends on if he insist on cuddling common sense into you," he remarked making me let out a small smile before walking out of the kitchen.

I slowly walked down towards the door to the bedroom, heaving the other boys from the living room, playing some game again. I quietly knocked on the door before poking my head in, immediately looking over at Jungwon, who sat frowning down at his homework.

"Jungwon-ah?" I called out making a small smile replace his frown before he looked over at me, "can we talk?"

"Sure," he hummed and closed up his books before laying them beside him and patting the spot beside him.

I slowly walked over to his bunk and hesitantly sat down on the edge of it, just to be pulled back against the wall, to sit beside Jungwon. He only gave me a self satisfied smile as I looked up at him in bewildermant.

"What do you wanna talk about it?" he questioned with a small smile.

"Promise you won't be mad at me," I stated and held up my pinky at him making him just get an amused expression on his face before linking his pinky with mine.

"Why would I be mad?" he questioned in amusement.

"Because I think we can say it's a touchy subject for both of us..." I admitted and pulled my knees up to my chest, "you know it's been a year since we had... that discussion... you know?"

"Just call it an argument, that's what it was," Jungwon assured making me just nod.

"And I guess it's been at the back of my head ever since then, but I haven't really thought about it since September... where you two confronted each other at Inkigayo," I explained and sighed before running a hand through my hair.

"What are you trying to say Ji?" Jungwon softly questioned making me look over at him.

"I want to know... did you... did you and Taehee ever do anything... you know... in that period of time?" I hesitantly questioned making his smile immediately drop.

"Are you asking if I cheated on you with her?" he questioned and I slowly nodded.

"It's not that I think you did! It's just... the things you said and looking back at it... I just thought about it and I want to know if I should go around and worry as much as I have lately and I wa-" I rambled making Jungwon cut me off.

"Ji!" he exclaimed making me go silent and look at him, "you don't need to explain yourself, relax."

"Are you sure?" I questioned and he immediately.

"What I want to know is what I said that made you think I ever cheated on you," he clarified.

"Oh well... at the confrontation at Inkigayo you said something about her manipulating you into thinking that what you did when spending time with her, behind my back, was acceptable... and it just made me think... I guess," I shrugged making him hum as he slowly nodded.

"Ji..." he sternly trailed off making me hum at him, "I would never dream of cheating on you. I promise you I never even as much as hugged her, at most I had an arm around her shoulders and even that I regret. I regret it so much."

"I don't care if you hugged her. I care if you've kissed her the way you usually kiss me, or told her the things you usually tell me... if you held her if you were napping... I care about those things, I don't care about a hug," I admitted making him hum before reaching over and grabbing my hand tightly.

"I promise you, I would never, NEVER, dare cheat on you," he sternly stated as he just stared into my eyes, making me just nod at him, "I mean... seriously. Don't ever think such a thing again, okay?"

"Okay," I whispered making him slowly nod.

"Have you thought about this since September?" he questioned with sad eyes making me slowly nod at him.

"But I tried to push the thought aside, because I wanted to believe you wouldn't do such a thing," I hummed making him softly smile at him.

"You were right, I wouldn't," he nodded at me before softly running his hand over my hair and down over my cheek.

He immediately turned around and shoved his books on the floor before turning back to me and wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me down on top of him, making him grin widely as our noses brushed against each other.

"I think you need cuddles," Jungwon excused as his dimple just grew deeper and deeper, I immediately smiled and just poked his dimple making him let out a small laugh at me, "I take that as a yes."

"I need a kiss first," I excused and puckered my lips.

Jungwon let out a small laugh before lifting his head up and pecked my lips, pulling back with a satisfied smile on his face.

"Happy?" he questioned and I nodded before dropping my head and nuzzling it into the crook of his neck, making him let out a small giggle at me, running a hand through my hair at the same time.

"I promise you... that I'll never do anything I know will hurt you," he spoke making me just nod as he continued to run a hand through my hair.

"I know. I just had to make sure," I assured and gave him a small squeeze as I wrapped my arms around him as well.

"I love you too much to do such a thing," he stated making me pretend to gag, "yah! I'm serious!"

"And cheesy," I complained at him.

"So?"

"It makes me want to gag."

"Just admit you love it."

"... I do."

"I knew it."