If It Is You (Y.Jw) [Sequel]

Jealous Boy

End-January, 2021

"I'm home," I called out in the dorm, returning from being an MC on Inkigayo.

"You did great today Bubs!" Sunghoon called out from the living room. immediately sending me in that direction.

"Ah... but I messed up a bit," I sighed as he sat grinning widely, whilst Jake and Jay sat there with him. Jay was playing some game they all were watching over.

"But you enjoyed yourself so much, and managed to laugh it off with Bit and Alex whenever you messed up your lines," Jake pointed out and I quickly cupped my cheeks.

"I really don't know what happened to me today. I couldn't say any of my lines," I sighed at them.

"You did great, and it's clear you all like each other," Jake assured me before walking over and patting my head softly before continuing into the kitchen.

"We do have a lot of fun on set," I admitted with a small smile.

"Yeah... but I think you should go and check on someone," Jay pointed out and paused his game, "he's quite jealous this time."

"Again?" I questioned the two sitting in the couch, they both nodded immediately, "it's each time I MC."

"It's because you're all the same age, and it's just you and two boys," Sunghoon waved it off to me, "now go in and shower him with love. He has refused to leave his bed since the broadcast ended."

"When you say his bed. Do you mean his actual bed or mine?" I questioned him.

"I'm not even sure anymore," Sunghoon shook his head at me, "but he hasn't left the room."

"I'll go check on him," I assured before returning to thr front hall to get rid of my jacket, scarf and boots before I continued into the bedroom.

I quickly scanned all beds before locating the small depressing lump, laying under a duvet. Only the hair was sticking out from the duvet. I didn't know whether to laugh or sigh at the sight, so it was just a funny mix that came out of my mouth. I slowly walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"I'm not going out hyung," Jungwon muttered from under the lump, making me let out a small laugh. I reached up and pulled the top of the duvet down to a pouty face.

"I'm not your hyung," I pointed out to him, making him reach his hand up from under the duvet and pull the duvet out of my grip and back over his face, "Jungwon-ah!" I complained at him as he just tightened his grip on the duvet so that I couldn't pull it away from his face, "I know you're jealous."

"Am not," he denied.

"You are."

"Am not."

"You are."

"Am not."

"Well... if you aren't jealous, why won't you then look at me?" I questioned, making it go silent, "that's what I thought."

He continued to stay silent, making me sigh and pull down his duvet once more, just for him to quickly pull it back up. He was almost like some stubborn cat. I let out yet another sigh at him.

"Jungwon," I sighed at him, "you can't keep being jealous everytime I go and MC. I only see the boys once a week, I see you everyday. They're just my friends."

"Really good friends, apparently," he commented making me pinch the bridge of my nose.

"I'll ask the company to pull me from being an MC then," I sighed making him immediately peek out from under his duvet, just so that I could see his eyes as they looked at me.

"Why would you do that?" he frowned at me.

"Because I don't want to have to deal with a jealous Jungwon for an hour, each time I get home from being an MC. It clearly doesn't matter how many times I tell you you don't have to worry about it, and that they're just my friends. You get equally as jealous each time, apparently more today," I pointed out to him before sighing and patting his head, "then you won't have to worry anymore. I'll go and call our manager right now."

"But... you... you like being and MC," he pointed out to me and I nodded at him, "and you wanted to do it so badly."

"Mhm... but maybe I shouldn't if you get jealous each time," I pointed out to him, making him hesitantly pull down the duvet a bit more, so that I could see his nose. He was clearly thinking, "what's on your mind, pretty boy?" I questioned and ran my hand through his hair, to get it out of his face.

"I do get jealous easily, don't I?" he muttered and looked away from me, I nodded the moment he glanced at me, "I'm sorry."

"Don't be," I softly assured him, "it just makes me frustrated because it means you either don't trust me enough or believe enough in yourself, and I don't know which one I feel is worse."

"But... I do trust you," he spoke up and I just nodded at him.

"But it doesn't feel like it," I pointed out to him, making him immediately sit up and look at me with wide eyes.

"What do you mean?" he urgently questioned, "of course I trust you."

"Then... how about you show it?" I questioned him, making him hang his mouth agape, "please don't get jealous whenever I'm around other boys. I only want you. Can't you just please show that you trust me?"

"Oh no, no, no, what have I done?" he muttered before reaching over and pulling me into a hug, "I didn't know it made you feel like that. I just can't control it."

"I know," I assured him with a small pat on the back.

"Please don't stop being and MC, you're doing so great," he muttered and hid his face in the crook of my neck, "I'll work on it. I'll try and be better. I've been a bad boyfriend."

"Shut up, no you haven't," I sighed at him.

"I have."

"Have not."

"I have."

"Have not."

"Mhm, whatever. Now cuddle me," he muttered, pulling me with him back down on the bed, "I need love."

"Don't you ever get tired of getting love?" I sighed at him and adjusted myself so that I could wrap my arms around him.

"Not yours," he cheekily grinned at me, making me lift my head and just stare at him, "what? It's called affection."

"Ew," I scrunched up my nose.

"Ew?" he let out a small laugh at me, "is this also ew then?" he questioned and leaned his head up to place a kiss on my lips, pulling back with anticipation written on his face.

"Definitely ew," I nodded at him, making him let out a laugh as I laid my head back on his chest, "do it again."

"Always, love," he assured and kissed the top of my head.