"I'm sorry I have left you in the faith that I was afraid of you", she started and leaned against the car, "I just do not like it, if I am being pinned down. And to be honest, I hardly know you and Sam. I am already giving you the benefit of the doubt. I know that you are good guys, but I think that's the female instincts that would warn me from potential dangers, like you could pose. I grew up in a neighborhood, where as a woman you had a hard time with men. Even though I was lucky with my dad and also with Andy, this behaviour is deep wired in a way."
"I did not know that, I'm sorry", Dean came around as what she told him nearly made him speechless.
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"How could you have, I know you as little as you do me and how could one tell these kind of things when you are already baring enough, right?"
Definitely quieter than before, Dean sat down next to her on the Impala and stared to the ground. She had hit home. This was exactly why he never wanted to talk to someone, he did not want to be a burden to others.
"I hope it was just a little misunderstanding and that all is right between us?!", she murmured and grabbed for his oil-smeared hand, "reminds me of my dad, he also had lubricating oil everywhere, there were black fingerprints everywhere in the house and it drove my mom crazy"
"Have we switched from mommy kink to daddy kink now?", he quipped, relieved that she wasn't the least bit angry with him.
"Stop it", she reprimanded him with a grin, "Sam will move out if you say something like this again!"
"Yes ... Sam", he sighed and Josie noticed how Dean's mood changed, but did not understand why.
Half the night he had thought about what she could possibly feel for Sam until he finally decided to just forget about it. Maybe it would help to go out and talk to a different woman for a change. Or even better, no talking and just leaning back and take his mind off of things. He surely could find some stupid blonde for a brainless hook up.
"So Miss mechanics daughter, take a look into my baby's heart and tell me what I can't see", he asked her to distract from himself.
"Maybe you just insulted her", she pastered him grinning and looked at the car more closely.
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