In Love With My Bestfriend! ☑

#21 Regret

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Chapter:21
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I checked myself and realized that have my cloths on and i sighed in relief but still what we did was wrong .. the things between us was already so complicated and we now ended up kissing each other... and not to forget we were not in our senses ... i loss my first kiss ... i slowly patted siddharth's arm to wake him up.. and he groaned in sleep .. i patted again calling his name...he took my hand and kiss it ..
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Sid: 2 minutes more jaan ..

Neet: i m not jannat i m avneet. 
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I said shaking him violently..and he got up with a jerk and winced in pain holding his head .. results of last night ... he looked here and there with a confused faced and then sharply at me with a scared face ...
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Sid(stammering):d..did we..e mad..de out la..st nightt?
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I noddly weakly while looking at him..
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Sid: fuckk .. did u spiked my drink ..

Neet: y would i .. did u ??
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And he made a 'c'mon yaar' wala face ...
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Neet: oh ..
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I know he would never do that ... not just to me but to any girl #reason11 of why i love him .. i mean loved him 😅
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Sid: siddharth donnot panick please donnot panickk
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He said in the most panicking way)..
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Sid: nothing happened it all good ..

Neet:wtf siddharth what is good in this ... i lost my first kiss ...

Sid: tujhe tere first kiss ke padi hai ... i have a girlfriend jannat zubair .. yaad aaya kuch .. shit...

Avu: issme na sab tere galti hai ..

Sid: mere?? mere kya galti hai issme ... will u please elaborate..

Avu: yes, i will ... i was dancing with that cute guy ... why did u came in between ... and that to drunk ..

Sid: oh miss... mujhe koi shonk nhi tha ... he was looking at u with such lustful eyes upar se u were drunk... agr mein na hota toh u would have ended in bed with him .. aur tum yeh baat batao .. ki tum india kb aaye and tumne kese ko bataya kyu nhi and where are u staying...

Avu: promotions ke leye aaye hu india and i didn't tell because (in slow sad tone) i didn't have courage to face u ..
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He was even quite for a while and then he spoke up...
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Sid: hmm .. i understand that thing but if u would have done something nasty then

Avu: u donnot have to worry about that ..

Sid: i do have to .. u are my bestfriend.. okay ex bestfriend but still .. 25years of friendship it not small ..

Avu: wow i didn't know .. that u even think about it in that way .. u ended everything in seconds..

Sid: i ended? no ! we ended it ... and it was better than expecting everyday that u will call me and talk to me like before ..

Avu: like u toh use to call me everyday... but why would u even .. u toh had jannat na

Sid: and do u think i share everything with her ?? It wasn't only u who was alone .. it was me too who suffered each day and it's each second.. i do have dada and bhabhi  .. but i didn't have u my bestfriend neither jai .. my buddy ... i was as alone as u were .. i didn't have any shoulder to cry ... just like u didn't have ... just the difference was i was living with the family and u were living alone ... and because of this concluded that i forgot u ... never avneet kaur never ever ... chahe koi bhi aa jaye aapke life mein u always need a bestfriend and voo bestfriend mere pass bhi nhi tha ...
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And now i was filled with guilt .. i relized how selfish i was ... i just saw my pain and not his .. but i didn't have courage to accept this all this at this point..
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Sid: but let just forget all this ... atleast for now .. we have a bigger problem ahead ... what we did last night was not at all fine... i have a girlfriend who trusts me blindly ... i cannot cheat her ... i will tell her everything...

Avu: no siddharth u can't.. she will leave u ..

Sid: its okay i can't cheat her ... i know i was not in my senses but still it was my mistake ... we have to tell her ..

Avu: i m sorry siddharth but not we , u have to tell her u can't tell her that u kissed me .. i didn't want her to know that i m here in india... not just her but the whole family..

Sid: hmm i understand... u should leave now ur friend must be worried..
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And I blinked my eyes before leaving that place .. with lots of regrets and guilts .. i might never wanted jannat and siddharth to be in relationship but i nor wanted them to break up because of me ... and that speech of Siddharth ... it was disturbing me even more... even he missed ... even he wanted me as much as i wanted him ... and i fought with him without thinking ... but i can't do anything now ... there was no way back in this one way game .. i already destroyed it everything...

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**After 2 days**

It has been 2 days of that incident and i have not told about it to anyone... i was just worried  about siddharth ... i donnot know ki ussne bataya hoga bhi ya nhi and if yes toh ussne kese  react kiya hoga jannat ... i m scared for him ... so i gathered all the courage and called him ..

** On call **

Avu: hi siddharth its avneet this side

Sid: i still have ur name saved..

Avu: ooh voo i called u to ask u about something..

Sid:hm split out ..

Avu: did u tell this to jannat??

Sid: hmm

Avu: what did she said ..??

Sid : she .....
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