In Love With My Bestfriend! ☑

#57 💔💔

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Chapter:57
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I was lost in him when somebody held my hand and pulled me ...
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Avu: kya hua bhai

Abhay: avneet i have a plan ... humna -

Avu(intrupts): bhai bhai .. bss abb i don't wanna do anything... i think they are made for each other ... and i m not that selfish to come in between my best friend and his soon to be fiance...

Abhay: avneet but -

Avu: no buts bhai i m fine ... its okay ... vese bhi i have a more important work to do... then this ..

Abhay: what's more importance than this ..

Avu: a boy is waiting for me ... waiting for me to fall in love with him ... which is impossible.. first i wanna clear everything with bhavesh... i can't leave him with fake hopes ... ajj bhi he bought a dress for me ... and *sighs* i can't make him suffer like i m suffering..

Abhay: avneet its not important... what is important now is to tell siddharth that u love him ... i m sure he loves u back ... maybe even he is afraid to accept  ...

Avu: bhai -

Sid(intrupts): avneet tu idhar mein kab se dhundh rha hu tujhe ...bhai excuse us please ...
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And he appeared from nowhere to drag me with him ...
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Sid: tu best friend hai mere tu mere engagement mein kese gayab reh skte hai ... abb tu pura time mere saath rhe ge okay ...

Avu: jannat hai na tere saath ..

Sid: but tera hona bhi toh zaruri hai na ...
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And then out of no where jannat appears  ...
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Jan: siddharth... my friends are waiting for u ... tu kya kr rha hai idhar..

Sid: jaan ek minute
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And then here comes bhavesh ... bss isse ki kaami the ... baaki sab bhi aa hi jao ... baat na krne do mtlb ...
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Bhav: avneet i need to talk to u ... chal ... excuse us guys

Avu: bhavesh...
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But who cares what i think .. bhavesh dragged me from there and jannat dragged siddharth with herself... me and siddharth we were looking at each other ... as our hands went aparted ...
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Bhav: avneet tune voo dress kyu nhi dale ... vese issme bhi bhaut aache lag rhe hai but -

Avu: bhavesh bhavesh listen to me ... i don't love u and i will never ... i love Siddharth okay ... i know it hurts to hear this but i can't keep giving u fake hopes... i have loved him my entire life and sadly i don't have second options ... even if he got married to jannat i will keep loving him ...

Bhav: avneet ... he is gonna be engaged in few minutes... what will u do your entire life ... live alone ...

Avu: no i m gonna adopt a child and be with him or her ...

Bhav: u have gone nuts ...

Avu: no i m not ... i can't even think to spending my entire with anyone but him ...

Bhav: u know that hurts ...

Avu: i know ..

Bhav: but u still said that ..

Avu: because that's the truth ... i m sorry bhavesh.. i can't love u ...
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We both were in tears at this moment... he nodded his head understanding things ... he come near to me and cupped my face ... he kissed my forehead then nose ...
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Bhav(whispers): i m sorry but i love u ...
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And then he pecked my lips ... and he went from there ... and i stood there still amd numb ... when jai voice distracted me ..  he was on the stage with a mike announcing and requesting everyone to come near the stage as it was the time for exchanging rings ... and then i heard siddharth's voice ...
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Sid: and miss avneet kaur where ever u are tell me remind u its your best friends sagai... u can have food later .. abhi i need u with me ...
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And then mumma came searching for me ..
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Sonia: kya hua avneet ... y are u crying ?

Avu: nhi mumma kuch nhi ...
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I said wiping my tears
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Sonia: vidai jannat ki hogi, tere siddharth ki nhi ... tu kyu sad ho rhe hai .. chal voo bula rha hai tujhe ..  and she dragged me to the stage ... and  was given the thaali which has ring boxes on it ... i was standing in middle of bride and groom who were staring each other and smiling like an idiots ... its a dream for all to see your best friends marriage... its like the happiest thing ... but not for ones who are in love with their best friends...

Siddharth slided ring in her ring finger ... and kissed it next and jannat became a red tomato...so happy she was and so jealous i was ... when jannat did the same and then they step forward and siddharth kissed her forehead.. i slowly took few step back ... and i escaped from the cheering crowd... i went to my house and locked myself in my room ... and i fall on my knees crying and screaming... for next how much time i don't know .. till reem and vaish di showed up looking for me ...
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Reem: avneet siddharth is looking for u ... he needs to talk to u ...

Avu: about what ? his fiance? Tell him i am not feeling well and i need sleep ... i can't see all this any more ...
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And after a lot efforts they left me alone understanding my state ... but the truth was no one could ever understand my state ... the trauma , the feeling i m going through can't be expressed in words or could be explained in any other way ... only i knew how i felt ... only i knew how i felt ...

I didn't relize when i falled asleep... but i when i wake up i was different from before ... now i have made a mind ... a mind of going back to sydney away from all this ... i will start my own life away from every one ... my own family with my own child ... my child will not need a father ... i will be enough for him or her and he or she will be enough for me ...
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She is broken she has lost all the hopes... Will she ever really get her love or was the first chapter her imagination.. Imagination of a depressed , lonely girl who couldn't get her love ?

Okay bye