In Love With My Bestfriend! ☑

#58 Coward

WELCOME BACK SIDNEETIANS!!
CHAPTER :58
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I  made a clear and a strong mind ... and i will stick to it ..  i was packing my bag ... when i heard a knock ..
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Avu: come in

Sid: avneet

Avu: hmm
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I replied without looking at him ..
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Sid: tu yeh bag kyu pack kr rhe hai ... ooh u got to know that we have booked a resort for rest of functions and marriage...

Avu: no actually ... i m leaving for  Sydney .

Sid: leaving for Sydney? Why ?

Avu: because i work there and boss needs me ...

Sid: but mere shaadi hai ...

Avu: mujhse nhi hai ... jannat se hai .. vo hai idhar hi hai tere pass..
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I said looking at him for the first time..
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Sid: tu best friend hai mere tere bina shaadi kese kr skta hu mein ... mere ko nhi pta u are not going anywhere..

Avu: prso shaam ko hai mehandi usse pehle aa jayunge ..
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And i lied... coz i know otherwise he will never allow me to go ...
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Sid: i don't know man u can't go like this ... and agr tu late ho gye toh ... no i can't risk that ..  u are not going anywhere...

Bhav: sorry but we need to
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Bhav said appearing from no where.... how does he came to know about this ...
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Bhav: its urgent but we will be back ...

Sid: kya hai yeh avneet u are not going anywhere...
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And i went closer to him ... and hugged him tightly... i know it was my last hug... so i wanted it to be long and comforting... and he hugged me too ... trying to hold me back ... but my decision was stronger than this feeling and warmth...
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Bhav: u guys bid farewell i will go and pack and book tickets and also inform others ...
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And he left ..  i look at sid ... and i gently and slowly kissed his forehead and then eyes and then nose and then both the cheeks and then the chin .. 
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Sid(whispers): kya hua ...

Avu(whisper back): i m gonna miss u ...

Sid: toh kyu ja rhe hai ... shaadi hai mere ... tere bina kese ...

Avu: i need to go ... i have to go ...
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And i came on my toes .. my lips near his ... i wanna kiss them but thats just gonna make things worse .. so i gently placed my forehead along his ... and we breathe the same air...
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Avu: goodbye

Sid: koi good bye nhi tu khi nhi ja rhe ...

Avu: siddharth please ...

Sid: please jldi aayeo ..
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And i nodded weakly ... soon i bid bye to everyone... they tried stopping me but there was no way back ... everybody said that come back soon but who knew that it was my last meet with everyone... they all were a little confused at my behavior... but i was taking my full time and absorbing each one of them with me ... as soon as we sat in taxi and before bhavesh could shot me with bullet of questions, i told him ...
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Avu: i m going away for forever...

Bhav: ooh ... why?

Avu: i can't see siddharth with someone else ... but how do u know that i was going ..

Bhav: i over head u guys by mistake... and i knew that there is no such call ... i knew something was fishy ... and vese bhi tere bina mein bhi kya krunga yha ..
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And i nodded weakly ..  i closed my eyes to remmember all my moments with my actual family and also the extended one ... and tears escaped from my eyes ... after an hour or so the car stopped my eyes and i saw an unfamiliar veiw?
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Avu: bhav where are we .. aren't we supposed to be at airport...

Bhav: we are in lonavala ..

Avu: Lonavala ?

Bhav: actually there was no flight for today... and i thought lets stay here away from everyone for a night and then we can go to Sydney tomorrow...

Avu: okay ...
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And we stayed there for the night... and i drank and cried the whole.... next day i drank a lemonade for my hangover   and i was ready to go ...
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Avu: chale bhavesh ..

Bhav: we are not going anywhere?

Avu: hn?

Bhav: we are staying here ...
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And i lost my shit
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Avu: are u gone crazy bhavesh ... what do u think, that u can control my life ? No u can't and let me make that clear ... y can't u understand that i don't love u ...  y are u being a lech ... let me go and live my life as per i want to ... bloody creep ... i m not gonna sleep with u ... okay ... just get that out of your head .. i shouldn't have come only with u ... bloody idiot u are ...
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And i turned to go but her hold me and turned me around .. he held my shoulders with his iron grip ...
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Avu: bhavesh that hurts ..

Bhav: i don't care... because thats what u are doing with me from Day1 hurting me... what do u think of yourself... hn? That u are so strong and courageous because u loved a guy for your entire life ... then let me tell u that come out of your world... because u are a coward ... a bloody COWARD ... u couldn't even tell a guy that u love him ... do u wanna know how strong  people look like ..  like me ..  i love u and i have guts to confess... even after knowing that u love someone else ... i love u i love u i love ... can u say that to Siddharth?
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