In Love With My Bestfriend! ☑

#64 Twist ?

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Chapter:64
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Avu: wait was this proposal a lie or was that married a lie ..

Sid: this proposal

Avu: whatt??

Sid: mazzak kr rha hu yaar ..

Avu:ooh
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And i sigh in relief agr yeh proposal mazzak hota na toh kasam se isse pool mein duba duba kr marti isse ... ooh wait i think i m missing a point again... this marriage was fake like whattt ...
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Avu: ek minute yeh sab kya chal rha hai?

Sid: ruk ..
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And he opened her phone and showed me a pic of jannat with some boy (upar dekho^)
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Sid: He is Jannat's boyfriend

Avu: whattt... how ..

Sid: shant shant sab samjhata hu .. so few days before our engagement

* Flashback *

*On call*

Sid: hello

Jan: hii sid can we met at xyz cafe in an hour ..

Sid: what happened...

Jan: i wanna tell u something

Sid: okay i will be there in an hour ..

*Call end*
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And i went to xyz cafe in an hour as per she asked ... i was quite excited i don't know why i thought she is gonna suprise me and i was right but that suprise was quite shocking ...
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*In cafe*

I reached there and she was sitting ryt there waiting for me ... we hugged and we settled down....
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Sid: what happened u look nervous ..
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I said examining her body language
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Jan: actually *took a deep breathe* i wanna ask u something ..

Sid: go on..

Jan: do u love me ?

Sid: hn .. yeh kesa question hai ...

Jan: answer me

Sid: i m marrying u and i ofcourse like u ...

Jan: love?
Sid: see jannat Love is a big word and -

Jan(intrupts): i know and we usually say it so easily... without even releasing if we genuinely love someone or not ... Do u remmember Faisal ?

Sid: ur best friend?

Jan: ya ...

Sid: what about him..

Jan: he proposed me day before yesterday..

Sid: ooh...
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And that's all i could say ... i felt unusual, not happy not sad... i felt like nothing expect suprised. .. or shocked maybe ...
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Sid: and u love him back ...

Jan: i don't know...but all i know is he loves me and his love matters to me ... u know mumma always use to say that for everyone in this world there is another one ... u just need to find your other one and life will become a lot happier and easier .. to be honest i don't know if u are my other one ... i know its too late to say this ... but i don't want to tie myself in a relation which is not for me ... its not only my life which is gonna be destroyed but all four us ...
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And i raised my eyebrow om word "Four" and she explained understanding that i didn't get it ...
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Jan: u me faisu and your actual soulmate... coz i know she is there coz for everyone in this world there is other one ...
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She said repeating her mother's lines once again ...
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Jan: u don't have to say anything ...

Sid: i don't know what to say ..

Jan: u can scold me punish me or do whatever u want too
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And i cupped her face ...
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Sid: u are a gem Jannat ... trust me u are ... u forgave my each and every mistake which probably no girlfriend would ... u supported me and stood with me when i was so emotionally low ... and i m so grateful for u and for everything... u don't wanna marry me its okay .. i can't force u for doing that...

Jan: i m so sorry siddharth for this mess i created ..

Sid: no worry but i don't know how i gonna tell this to my parents...

Jan: i understand that... even i m too scared to do that...

Sid: so just lets just wait for a good time and act normal for now ... and by the time u just figure out your feelings for Faisal ...
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And she nodded understanding things..i had tears in my eyes ... of i don't know what ... she sympathetically hugged me ..
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Jan: please don't be sad..

Sid: hmm ...

Jan: u will too find your other one who will make your life easier and happier...

Sid: hmm ...

Jan: i m feeling so guilty now .. u are so good and ... it's not u okay its me ...

Sid: hmm ... i think i m gonna leave now ...
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And i left the place the next day Jan again came in my room ...
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Sid: u need something?

Jan: ya i need to talk ...

Sid: ohkay have a seat ...
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And we sat..
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Jan: didn't u ever felt that i m not the one??
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She asked me straightforward and i thought about this for the first time ... i was so sure that i don't love her and i think i will even never love someone else ...
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Sid: i don't think i love anyone and i couldn't ever ..

Jan: and y so ..

Sid: i don't know ... i don't know how love feels ... if i could really give that special place in my heart to someone... i feel so occupied already ... mumma, bhai, abhinav , bhabhi , jai, reem, aunty, uncle and my avneet ... i already so many people I love and I care , i don't think I have enough space in my heart to someone else in..

Jan: my avneet?

Sid: avneet i mean ...

Jan: don't u think that u love her ...

Sid: i can't love her...

Jan: why??

Sid: coz she is my best friend ..

Jan: so?

Sid: what so ? I can't love my best friend..

Jan: who said that ?

Sid: no one but if feels so eww ... she like my buddy ...

Jan: and your sister ofcourse ..

Sid: she is not my sister ..

Jan: why?

Sid: why what... she isn't my sister she is my best friend ... okay!

Jan: so u stare your best friend every time...

Sid: i don't do that ..

Jan: i will give u a slap now ... today only on dinning table while we were having breakfast u were staring at her like she is some godess ..
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Caught!
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Sid: um hm ... i Don't know... mere baat chod tell me about u and faisu...
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And she blushed hard ...
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Jan: i think i love him ..

Sid: really?

Jan: yess...

Sid: that's amazing now go and tell him this ...

Jan: ya .. also i think we should tell our parents till tomorrow...

Sid: ya ofcourse..
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EOC

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