You were woken up to the violent sound of vomiting.
Opening your eyes, you noticed the bedroom was still pitch black, so it must've been very late. Drowsily, you sat halfway up and looked over to see that Bucky wasn't next to you.
You cringed as the soft glow from the A.I hit your irises.
The vomiting started again, followed by retching. Always being an emetophobic, you tried to ignore it, swallowing down thickly. You didn't want it to affect you.
You stayed that way, sitting up and waiting for him to come back inside so you could ask him if he was okay.
After some time, You laid back down, and stared up at the ceiling. You grew concerned as long seconds turned to minutes.
He was taking too long for your liking.
Having made up your mind, you tossed the comforter aside and made your way to the end of the bed.
You hesitated for a moment before standing up. Your eyes quickly darted over to a pillow that was in the foyer, wondering how the hell it got there. Quietly, you made your way down the hallway until you saw the bathroom door ajar. The lights were on.
You stopped next to it before looking inside.
"Bucky?" You called out. Your voice was timid and soft.
No answer.
You began to hear crying.
Your heart tore in half at the sound. It was loud, but it was heavy. You could tell that he was trying to contain it as much as he could.
You grew even more concern, this time knocking softly on the door before pushing it open.
There he was, half hunched over the toilet, his other half falling towards the floor turned away from you. His metal hand gripped the side of the toilet while his right hand pulled at his hair.
You watched as he shook, sobs racking his body.
You didn't want to seem annoying but you found yourself feeling scared.
"Bucky, what's wrong?"
He didn't say anything.
Blindly, he reached for the lid and closed the toilet. Then he crawled over to the wall directly in front of him, right next to the shower, and fell up against it.
He grabbed at his hair with both hands. You watched as his knuckles turned white.
He let out a groan as he started to shaking his head back and forth, sniffing hard. He ran his hands down his face before letting them fall at his sides.
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Ashens - Bucky x Reader
FanfictionShe falls in love with Bucky Barnes from the moment she sees him. Bucky, still in love with a woman from his past, hates Y/N and plans to make her life miserable. To both their dismay, they are assigned together to go undercover into The Capitol for...