Chapter 22
Tam pov
It was early morning. The sun was shinning in the bus. We were on the road today. I was thankful, my body was sore and I still felt exhausted.
Vic's curtain was closed. Something I wont remember him doing last night.
I was too tired to care, to comfy to move.
I had fallen asleep on Vic and that’s exactly where I laid now. My head rested on his chest, listening to his heart beat. It was comforting. Something I knew id miss once he woke up.
Last night we had let go , knowing the both of us were getting angry at each other the past few days over feelings that the other person didn’t have. He didn’t feel the same way I did. Or had. I liked Danny, my jealousy towards Vic wanting Ashley and not me was nothing. I think. Well it had to be, he told me flat out last night he was letting go.
I had to agree, I didn’t want to loose my best friend. I rather be friends then nothing at all. Still, I felt like half of me was dead.
Laying on my left side all night, it had fallen asleep. Slowly I slide my right hand off of vic's chest onto the mattress. Trying to host myself up, he grabbed my arm and rolled on top.
“Where are do you think your going?” Vic had me pinned down, his breath was warm on my face sending shivers down my spine making me heart speed up. Why was i getting like this?
“My side is numb thanks to you “ I teased, sticking out my tongue to try and hide what he was doing to me.
“Is that so? Well you didn’t have to sleep on me, ya know”
With my good hand and numb one I tried to push him off. He laughed at my failed attempt.
“It really is, that numb?”
I pouted in defeat. Flopping my arms back down beside me.
“Pop tart.!” I winced.
“Ugh, where you always this winy? Im not getting off”
“WHYYYY?” still wineing.
“I want you to promise me something first”
Tilting my head to the side in confusion. What would he want from me?. Vic's face was serious. He didn’t seem to be joking about this promise. Normally it was something stupid like doing his laundry or making him breakfast.
“What promse?”
Still hovering over me, he leaned slightly on his right forearm that was above me head. Reaching for my right wrist with his left. He lifted my arm and turned it showing my scabs. It pained me to see them, I tried hiding them with band wrist bands but I knew he'd see it.
Looking back up to me, his eyes where sad. I knew he hated it. The first time he caught me cutting nearly killed him.
“Promise me, you’ll stop.” he whispered.
I nodded and he rolled off me and on to his side.
Blinking back tears I stared at the ceiling for a bit until I decided I couldn’t take his eyes on me anymore.
“im going for a shower.” I said rolling out of the bunk.
“Tammy” Vic caught my arm pulling me back in the bunk.
“I cant loose you.”
Gathering my strength to fake a smile I leaned over and kissed his cheek.
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I don't ever want to lose my best friend (Vic Fuentes )
RandomBest friends since they were kids. Tammy and Vic were inseparable. Vic was always there for his best friend, but what happens when he decides to bring her on tour with him and the guys. Does he realize she means more to him then just friends...