Jaylor / Taylor Swift One shots

Full Panic

It's not super dramtic sry, but I love writing panic attacks💀💀

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It wasn't often that Joe woke up to find an empty space next to him when Taylor was home from tour. For a moment in his sleep induced haze he thought the last two weeks of kisses and cooking and cum stained sheets had all been a dream, but it wasn't until he heard a soft thump from outside his bedroom somewhere down the hall that he realised Taylor had just got out of bed. He waited for about 5 minuets before going to investigate where Taylor had got to, as he pulled his bedroom door open further and peered down the hall and saw the kitchen light on. "Taylor?" Joe whisper-shouted. He strode down the hall and came to the kitchen door frame, Taylor was sat on the floor, arms wrapped around her knees that were pulled tight to her chest, her face hidden in the crevice of her body.

"Taylor" Joe said again, this time in his normal voice causing Taylor to bury her head further into her knees. He walked towards the curled up ball of popstar. "Whats wrong? Taylor" He quickly crouched down to Taylor's level. Two teary eyes peered up to Joe, her breathing was uneven and laboured.

Joe reached out his hand for only the girl to recoil away from him. "D-dont to-touch me-e" Taylor's breathing became even more erratic "I ca-can't b-b-bre-ea-the" Joe reached out his hand again to try calm the inconsolable girl. "N-oo don't t-t-tou-ch m-e" 

Joe held both his hands up to show he wouldn't do anything Taylor didn't want him to. "What's wrong? Taylor, what's happened? What do you need? Taylor it's okay I'm here what do you need"

"Sel-Selena" Taylor rasped. "Ple-please"

Joe quickly jogged back to his bedroom to grab his phone. It only rang 3 times before Selena answered. "What... Joe? It's 2 in the-"

"Sel, you, I need, Taylor needs you" Joe said walking back down the hall "It's Taylor she wont- I dont- she wont talk to me and she's like sobbing and she says she can't breathe" He pulled his phone away from his face and said "Taylor Selena's on the phone"

"No N-oo Sh-she ne-need to be-be here" She said tears streaming down her face. "I-I CA-CANT B-B-B-BRE-ATHE" she all but shouted.

"Fucking shit god, Taylor it's okay" Joe crouched down and brought the phone back up to his ear "did you hear that, Sel shit"

"I'm dressed I'll be there in like, , um I dont know, like 15 minuets. God Joe" Joe could hear the panic in her voice. "Joe you, try tell him to calm her down, fuck" He reached out his hand to try soothe Taylor only for her to sob louder and pull back before Joe could reach her.

"DO-N-NT T-T-TOUCH ME-E" She shouted "I c-a-a-nt b-r-re-athe, I n-ne-ee-d S-el-Sel"

"Okay I wont touch you, Taylor look at me, Taylor, It's okay she's coming. Its okay just take some, umm deep breaths, I dont know god. Um" Joe heard Selena hang up and the dull tone coming from his phone. "Taylor, okay Taylor I wont do anything, um, fuck, god. Just, Just breathe please"

"I-I c-c-cant" SHe sobbed. Taylor pushed her head into her knees and let out a pained cry. "I can-t b-bre-bre-eath. Joe I ca-n-nt br-rea-athe"

"It's okay, I'm here you're okay, it's just... I dont know, fuck, okay, I think you're having a panic attack. Um just try calm down" Taylor only wept harder into her knees "Taylor, can I touch you?"

"NO" Taylor cried "I ne-need S-s-sel-ena" Her whole body was shaking.

"Okay, you're okay, shhhh, she's coming, it's okay" Joe ran his hands through his hair. Taylor looked up, her dark blue joggers stained with tears and snot and dribble. One of Joes old t-shirts that Taylor had stolen was drenched in sweat. "I'm here, I'm not-"