Imagines And Preferences Pt.2 🐴🌅🏈🥤🍺🍰😎🚗

Pain Of Starvation (Curtis Sister)

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I looked at my reflection, All I see is a fat, miserable, hideous, girl staring back at me.

"Y/N, Dinners ready!" Soda called "coming." I sighed as I opened the bathroom door, walking my way towards the dinning room. I sat down as Soda placed the plates of spaghetti down.

The smell of spaghetti made my stomach pain, I wrapped my arms around my stomach as my stomach gave a low growl. I looked at my brothers hoping they didn't hear the soft cries from my stomach.

They seemed to he caught up with their meal. I grabbed the fork, moving the food around, No matter how much I craved food, no matter how much pain I feel, I will not eat, I need to be skinny, I'll be happy when I'm skinny.

"Your doing better Soda." Ponyboy complimented
"Thanks!" Soda looked over at me, noticing my plate was untouched. "Y/N, how come you haven't eatened?" He asked
"Not really hungry." A huge growl suddenly lurged to my stomach. "Sure don't sound like it."

"Trust me, I already ate." I gave a smile "Well at least take a couple of bites, trust me it's better than the last time." Soda gave me dog eyes
I shook my head.
"Y/N, Soda worked very hard on this." Darry said
"I know."
"One bite won't hurt." Ponyboy insisted
"I know." I felt tense, I got up from my seat backing away from the table.
"Y/N, sit back down." Darry demanded
"I don't want to eat." My stomach growled harder, the pain lurched once again.
"Well then why is your stomach growling?" Darry raised his voice. Tears started to form in my eyes. "I alread-"
"No, you didn't, Y/N I've been watching you for the past week and I've noticed you haven't touched a damn foot in the kitchen!" Darry yelled.
"Darry!" Soda stood up standing in front of me.

Darry had took a glimpse at me suddenly realizing he had just made me cry, His face softened.
"Look Y/N, I'm sorry...It's just, I haven't seen you eat in a while. Ponyboy told me your losing weight, You seem to be sleeping more...I just wanna know what's going on?" He asked
I stood silent for a moment.

I looked at all three of my brothers, "Do you think I'm fat?" I asked "No, Your not, who told you that?" Soda asked
"I did." I sniffed "Well, Your perfect just the way you are Y/N." Soda hugged me tightly.
"You gotta beautiful heart, beautiful personality,
Y/N...Your beautiful just the way you are...Why should you change that."
I shrugged.

"We love you Y/N, just the way you are." Darry smiled
"Why change a peice of art when you already have it perfected." Ponyboy said
I couldn't help but smile.
"Love you guys." I smiled
"We love you too...Now c'mon let's eat my delicious spaghetti!" Soda hopped back to his seat.

I took the first bite of pasta, tears in my eyes. It's been so long since I've eaten. I forgot how delicious food was.
"Your right Ponyboy...Soda is doing alot better with his cooking."I smiled