Imagines And Preferences Pt.2 🐴🌅🏈🥤🍺🍰😎🚗

Fictional Ghost

I sat there in the corner of my room sobbing as I held my head tightly, desperately trying to silent all the voices in my head.

It had sounded like millions of cicadas chirping as a high pitch siren got higher and higher every second- I couldn't take it anymore.

I looked back into my past woth regret seeing how I abused the privilege of a healthy mind-Now seeing how I am now...I wished I tooken better care of myself.

I wished I never abused myself just so I could please that demon voice that was in my head.

As I cradled myself back and forth, I felt a soft hand on my shoulder.

I looked up to see Ponyboy, the rest of the gang standing behind him.

"Y/N, whats the matter?" He asked with great concern

"I-I can't take this anymore! I don't think I'll ever get better Pony! My head...It's hurting me so bad, I can never run away from it! I'm in pain!"
I sobbed

Ponyboy grasped me into a warm hug as I cried on his shoulder.

"It's alright Y/N, everything's gonna be alright I promise."

"I always hear that, But it never does get better things always get worse!"

"It may seem like that now but if you just hang on...they will." Sodapop sat besides me with a soft smile

Darry had then joined in
"It just takes alittle time, Patience and Work to get things better. If you sit and wait for things to be better-it never will."

"He's right" Steve spoke " You can't neglect your own needs thinking it will make anything better."

"I don't know how to though." I cried

"Yes you do Y/N." Dallas spoke softly for the very first time I ever heard "You just...Deny it-You're to scared to ask for help."

"But who's gonna help me? I'm not special enough for that-Im nothing but a burden."

"You're family is a good place to start." Twobit advised

"And if that doesn't help...There's always friends to help you." Johnny added

I continued to cry onto Ponyboy's arms

"I'm so scared! What if no matter how hard I try...It'll never work. What if people think I'm doing all of it for attention when...I really need help?!" I held onto Ponyboy's grasp tightly.

Choking on sobs, I cried so hard that I had ran out of tears.

"I need you're help- Please help me!" I begged to Ponyboy

"I'm sorry Y/N but...We're not real." Ponyboy said

I felt as he faded away from my grasp, I looked to see everyone was gone.

I hugged myself tightly, As I cried alone.