Sinfully in love

I lost her

POV: Hayley

I woke up around 11 am even though I slept around 4 am. I didn't have any good sleep, I kept waking up as I was getting worried. I have never seen Donato that cold, just not towards me.

He has been rude to me, we have had our fights but this recent one took a toll on us, I think. When he kissed me last night, at first I thought it was because he wanted to let go of the empathy thing but soon it was just purely sexual. Did I do something wrong?

I was thinking about it through the shower and now too, when I'm in the closet, wearing my clothes. I wore a red lace top and black jeans. At least one thing that happened was good, my periods ended.

I went downstairs after doing my hair and the maid was preparing the breakfast. What happened? She is late than usual, all people here eat before 11, I thought I would probably be the late one. Is she making breakfast for me? Wait no, why would she?

I went to the coffee machine and started making myself a coffee. As I was pouring my coffee into a cup, I saw Donato come near me. He was all sleepy, rubbing the back of his head, still reeking of alcohol and in his sweat pants.

I looked at him as he took out a bowl and poured some cereal into it. He then started looking around for the milk bottle. I took it out of the fridge and put it near his bowl of cereal. "Here."

"Grazie(thanks)."

"What?" I said and took a sip of my coffee. He stared at him then rubbed his eyes.

"Oh, you're Hayley."

"Such great information, Donato."

"Please shut up." He said and took his bowl of cereal upstairs. I sighed and went to the pool. It become the place where I found peace in this mansion. Let's just see what Jewel is up to right now.

I took out my phone and texted Jewel. "What are you up to, Jewls." Then put my phone down, waiting for a reply and drinking my coffee. I've been thinking about taking up some assassin jobs, for the gang or just individually. I mean, I'm here to dress up and rest all day.

My job is to kill and that's what I should be doing. I'll just talk to Donato about working individually as well. My phone dinged and it was a message from Jewel. "Just woke up. I hate your boss for ruining my night." What did he do now?

"What happened? Did that drunkard show up at your door last night?" I asked. Donato has become an addict, Who smokes countless cigarettes and drinks in a massive amount.

"No. Hunter went to pick him up last night, around 3 or 4 am. Don't you know?"

"What? Really? What happened?"

"He was telling me when he came back that your crush was passed out and stuff."

"He is not my crush." I replied. It has become her habit to call Donato my crush.

"Come on, Hayls. You can lie to yourself about this, not to the world."

"I ain't lying. What's even the point of this? Just pointless."

"No, it's not pointless. You're like in that denial stage. It's clear to my eyes."

"Maybe you just overthink, stuff."

"Or maybe you should put your pride aside and just tell him."

"Tell him what?" This was getting stupid. Even if I like him, I can't and won't do anything about it. I don't want to tie someone to the lifetime of trouble that I have in my name.

"That you like him."

"Pointless again. I gotta go, talk to you later." I said and switched off my phone. She was talking stupid stuff. Like why would I like him? And even if I did, I would never admit it because I don't want to invest in something again and have it shattered.