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You know that feeling when you're trying not to cry, and there's that big lump in your throat, ready to burst?
That's how I feel right now.
I'm trying to keep it together, the best way I know how, cause you're never supposed to show the enemy any weaknesses.
The sad thing is, my enemy was once my lover.
He was my everything.
I hate that you can't stop loving someone instantly.
Like why do I have to care about you, even after you've done me dirty?
This love shit, is bullshit.
"So that's it? You're gonna call it quits, after I made one mistake?" Devin asked, looking at me, as if he couldn't believe the words that were coming out of my mouth.
I'm pretty sure I was speaking English.
"Is that what you're calling it now? A mistake? Cheating, isn't a mistake, it's a choice. You chose to go out with you ex, even after I said I was uncomfortable with it. But what did you tell me?" I asked, waiting for him to answer, but he said nothing, with that stupid look on his face.
"You said, I had nothing to worry about. Then I find out you've been fucking her for months. You didn't even have the balls to tell me the truth. I figured it out on my own. So to answer your first question, yes I'm calling it quits, because of what you decided to do." I said, swallowing that lump that made itself comfortable on my throat.
This depressing ass moment made me wish I was a vampire, so I could switch off my emotions.
I'm just so tired of feeling all these stupid emotions.
Breakups happen.
I get that.
Some people aren't meant to last.
I understand.
But, it hurts when you think you're gonna spend forever with someone, and they turn around a stomp on your heart.
Devin made me believe we were gonna spend our lives together.
He even proposed to me, helped me plan a wedding, even talked about having kids together. Only to turn around and fuck an ex that popped up out of nowhere.
I may still love him, but I know better than to take back a lying cheat.
"How many times do I have to apologize?! I told you she meant nothing to me! We're supposed to get married, baby. Don't you still want that?" He asked, trying to turn shit on me.
I know better than to fall for that.
"Of course I still wanna get married. Just not to a lying, cheating, piece of shit. It's over Devin. Be happy with your ex, and forget about me. It's not like you were thinking of me, when you laid down with her." I said, picking up a box of my stuff I had came over to grab.
