Falling to the Spotlight

Chapter 36

Chapter 36 

Starting 

When Michael and I become together isa lang naman ang gusto ko yung hindi siya mawala sa'kin because as of the moment I can't see my life anymore without him. He become one of my dream na ang buong akala ko ang magkaroon lang ng sariling spotlight na matatawag kong akin I thought that is my only dream yung pangarap na nakatalo sa lahat ng pangarap na nabuo ko but I didn't know na may tatalo pa pala sa pangarap kong maging modelo. 

It's Michael. I can trade my spotlight as long as he is with me. Wag lang siyang mawala sa'kin at hindi ko lang siya maapektuhan at hindi siya masaktan ng ilaw na meron ako. Ayoko nun. I don't want him to face a hard time because of my spotlight alam ko naman na kagaya ng sinabi niya he is ready to be with my spotlight at yun din naman ang tinanong ko sa kanya bago ko aminin ang nararamdaman ko. 

Tinanong ko siya if he is willing to be with my spotlight and he answered me yes pero habang tumatagal ako pala ang hindi handa dahil hindi ko kayang mahirapan siya dahil sa kung anong meron ako. It will hurt me big time. 

He tried so hard to maintain his peace and quiet life with his friends and he did that for his dad. He avoid everything to protect someone important to him ayoko na dahil lang sa'kin mawala lahat ng iningatan at ginawa niya buong buhay niya. 

"Wow, nakakamiss ka pala kahit papaano Chantal." Jayce said when we meet again. I become busy in my modeling career at siya naman naging busy sa bagong series niya and he don't have a loveteam there dahil siya talaga ng bida ng series. Kakatapos lang kasi nung movie namin at sinabi ko naman na last na muna yun ngayon because I will focus on modeling muna. 

"Well sorry, I don't miss you." I said while I am busy playing a card game on my phone habang inaantay yung kameeting namin. We are planning to have a year end concert for our fans at pumayag naman kaming dalawa doon bilang regalo na din lalo na ngayon ne Ber months na naman. 

Sobrang bilis lang ng panahon parang kailan lang I am too focus on my career and only my career matter but now I have Michael and my family to think of at kasama ko din si Mommy na pauwi pa lang bukas dahil galing siyang Batanes. She live there before at gusto niya lang daw balikan na pinayagan ko naman. She need to enjoy her life dahil alam ko naman na simula ng magpunta siya ng California hanggang sa maipanganak ako she is always working she deserve to rest now dahil kaya ko naman she can now live her life as much as she wanted without thinking of anything only herself. 

Yun naman siguro ang isa sa mga goal ng isang anak aside from making them proud. Make them live their life without thinking of anything else even yourself dahil buong buhay ng mga magulang natin they always work hard. I may not grew up with my mom but I know inside me she work so hard para balikan ako nasabi niya naman sa'kin yun. Mommy is always doing her best for me para makuha niya na ako ulit masyado lang akong nabulag ng pang-iiwan niya sa'kin na hindi ko matanggap kaya nagkaroon ako ng galit sa kanya at iniwasan ko siya. 

"Aray, hindi mo talaga ako namiss? Miss pa naman kita." Jayce said and I just roll my eyes na ikinatawa niya na lang at kinuha na lang din yung phone niya but accidentally I saw his wallpaper that seems so familiar to me. 

"Wait, is the someone I know?" Biglang tanong ko kaya napatingin siya sa'kin. 

"Ano yun?" he asked confused. 

"Your wallpaper, is it you on the wallpaper but it has long hair hindi ka naman long hair." I said and my forehead frown. 

"Huh? Wala lang yun." he said and I just shrugged at sakto namang dumating si Rosalie na may dalang apat na kape na pinabili ko sa kanya. She smile at me and gave me my iced coffee at nilapag niya yung isa sa tabi ko na para ata sa kanya and she gave the other one to Jayce's PA and the last one she gave it to Jayce pero padabog kaya nagulat pa ako ng kaunti doon pati din si Jayce na napataas din yung balikat.