Falling to the Spotlight

Chapter 50

This is the last chapter of Falling to the Spotlight. Thank you for coming up to this part and reading Michael and Chantal's journey to their ending. 

Chapter 50 

Spotlight 

Shining brightly like a star and have a light that will lead my way is already part of my plan in life because from the very beginning sinabi ko na sa sarili ko na gagawin ko ang lahat just to be a star and have my own spotlight. 

Hindi ko naisip kung paano magiging mahirap once I already achieve those. I didn't think of that kaya sobrang nabigla ako sa lahat ng nangyari sa buhay ko. I didn't think of all the consequences dahil ang gusto ko matupad ko lang ang pangarap ko. 

My dream is what is keeping me going from the very start anyway kaya hindi ko na naisip pa ang pwedeng maging kapalit o paghihirap na haharapin ko once I achieve everything. 

And what I experience to Quinn and Bethany is one of those. Hindi ko naisip na pwedeng dumating yung punto na pag umangat na kami pwede din magbago yung tingin nila sa'kin and they will use me for their own advantage. Nabulag ako sa mga kilos na pinapakita nila sa'kin and think that what we have will keep on going until the end but I am wrong because the moment we face success they also both change. 

I start a new life again trying to stand up again after that and then I met Oliver and that is really the start of everything doon ko nakaharap ang lahat. I met friends and I feel so special to the point that I am scared because that is what I am feeling dahil alam kong naramdaman ko na yun pero hindi maganda ang kinalabasan but looking back at those times mukhang hindi ko naman pala kailangan matakot because those people is the one who stand by my side. Mostly Oliver, he prove to me that it's worth it to trust him after all. 

Until I met Michael. He is really the one who changes my life big time. I never think of forgiving but meeting him it feels like it also brings me to my past and learn to let go of it because I think it will make everything better and it will make me feel better and just think of loving him. 

Dumating siya sa buhay ko na hindi ko naman pinapangarap. I did dream of having my own prince charming but after everything that I experience kinalimutan ko na din yun dahil maaga akong namulat sa reyalidad. One day I just woke up not believing on fairy tale anymore because if there is a fairy tale life baka hindi yun ang naranasan at pinagdadaanan ko. 

But Michael came he make me believe that there is indeed a fairy tale life. People have their own fairy tale life and just like the usual fairy tale story hindi pwedeng matapos ang storya ng walang nararanasang paghihirap ang dalawang bida. 

We experience hardship kinalaban namin yung mga sarili namin dahil parehas kaming may problema na kailangan naming solusyunan nang hindi nakadepende sa isa't isa. We need to find a solution by ourselves. 

"It's nice to see you again, Chantal. This is your first interview after more than a year of your break." I smile to the host. 

"Yes, I focus on filming my movie with Jayce simula ng makabalik ako." I said. Hindi muna ako tumanggap ng interview simula ng makabalik ako sa takot sa mga pwedeng itanong ng tao sa'kin but right now I am not scared of any question that will be thrown at me even every words what is important is I know that I am happy. 

"A lot of people are looking forward to that dahil nga magsasama ulit kayo ni Jayce sa big screen and also the director is Mr. Leonardo Peterson pero may mga taong ang dami pa ding nasasabi what can you say about that?" I smile and looked at the audience and when I saw people expression isa lang ang nakikita ko they want my honest answer. 

"To be honest, I already don't care to what people can say. I am tired of being scared to be judged when people are good at judging people without learning everything. It's okay kung may masabi ang iba sa'kin it will be my choice if I will let that ruin me or not."